willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
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unless the postal service is delayed for some reason i should get my SN tomorrow, so i should be ctb in about 24 hours, 48 hours if the post is delayed. i'm so excited. i'm a bit nervous but only about failure and the unknown of what is to come next. but i'm excited to leave this life behind. this life has been full of so much suffering and fighting for me. i'm glad that the release is so close. i will be fasting tomorrow in preparation, i was worried i wouldn't be able to but the closer my bus comes the less i've found a need to eat. again this isn't my goodbye post and sorry i've been posting about this so much, i guess it's just helping me process things to type them out