The big day!

[beaten96]

The big day is coming! Either tomorrow or the next day! I went back on lexapro for the last week to give me the energy.. if the first plan goes wrong I figure I'll be so crazy ill be ready to jump In front of a train..

They're in deep shit too..
They need me alive..
I mean mega deep shit..

That is what I was lacking before.. the actual energy to go through with it., I was actually too depressed to kill myself..

Use the drugs they used against me for so many years against them..

What hope is left.. there isn't any hope.. what hope..

I mean I'm fucking so many doctors.. so many
Lawyers.. I mean I'm fuuucking everybody..

And I mean everybody..

My family.. I'm fucking everybody..


It will all be over soon.. and the charade that is life and love and hope and all the rest of the fucking crocks of shit are over..

It all meant nothing..

Wish me luck!

 

[meowmix]

good luck pal! hope you get your well-deserved rest <3

 

[beaten96]

Yeah.. no more pain.. it's over..

 

[breezeboy]

Fuck. Them. All.
Wishing you the best with your plans.

Love your pfp btw. Adventure time is my favorite cartoon.

 

[beaten96]

Yeah.. I'm jumping.. not much they can do about that..

 

[breezeboy]

Yeah.. I'm jumping.. not much they can do about that..

That's a solid method if you can get past the Si.
Also just letting you know that if you don't hit the "reply" button on someone's comment it won't alert them that you responded.