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TimeToBiteTheDust
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- Nov 7, 2019
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That's it. When I go to sleep and I tell myself "Hope I don't wake up tomorrow." That's the best part of the day. Sleeping and disconnecting from reality.
Nights were hell on me for awhile there too,but lately Ive been forcing myself to do light exercise and stay busy during the day,and my sleep and anxiety seems to have gotten better(sobriety has helped as well).Mornings still suck though...I feel like some bogeyman beat the hell out of me while I was asleep.The sun shining through my window makes me angry,and the realization of facing another day fills me with dread and nausea.I dont like mornings as there is a new dawn to face.......don't like evening and night as feel even more lonely and rarely sleep, if do its only short naps and lots of nightmares for that duration each time. I really have to pull myself together mornings to get going.........just wish had a magic wand and time machine to go back to happier and much easier times.
Real talk. Literally praying to not wake up.That's it. When I go to sleep and I tell myself "Hope I don't wake up tomorrow." That's the best part of the day. Sleeping and disconnecting from reality.
Yep. Sleeping is my only peace. Unless I have nightmares.That's it. When I go to sleep and I tell myself "Hope I don't wake up tomorrow." That's the best part of the day. Sleeping and disconnecting from reality.
For me, that part is the worst of the day, as I know that after a short "break" I will be awake again and will have to start a new day filled with anxiety and depression.
I get what you mean. It's the same for me. The sleeping part itself is nice. But yes,it's also dreadful since the next thing you know,you're waking back up. I'm sorry that you're suffering too. Hopefully you find some kind of happiness.