FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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The fact is that this world really is the true hell and this is why suicide prevention is cruelty and why any positive views towards existence itself are delusions. There is no such thing as "recovery" when the reality is that life itself is the true problem, and that existence is something that is completely undesirable. It horrifies me the fact that so much endless torture exists in this world all for no purpose and all for no reason other than being an unfortunate consequence of evolution. Just having the ability to feel pain and suffer to unimaginable amounts is why existence disturbs me and why the thought of non existence comforts me so much.
Nobody can say that life is "beautiful" when all through chance we can end up in the worst torment possible and as long as we exist there is no relief from this possibility. Existence in itself is something harmful and burdensome with so many risks involved. So therefore to either choose to procreate or wish to prevent suicide will always be an unnacceptable act as it's prolonging and creating suffering that will inevitably be experienced by others.
Life in itself really is evil and only death is the true freedom from this pointless and endless cycle of meaningless torment where there is no limit as to how much we can suffer. It's so disturbing to think of all the ways that life can potentially torture existing beings and the tragedy lies in the fact that people wish to inflict such a thing as life onto others. There is already enough torture that exists without humans causing more. Just the harsh reality of this existence with all of the uncertainty and unpredictability has certainly always been a reason as to why I have despised being here, to be born and to have the ability to suffer really is a curse where all that we are destined for is to deteriorate from age where we will just be tortured more. None of us should have to struggle in finding ways to die so that we can escape this reality, suicide really should be as easy as just wishing to be gone especially because of the fact that what we go through can very quickly get so much worse with little that we can do about it. The reality is that life in itself is suffering and existence has always been something that I would rather avoid.
Nobody can say that life is "beautiful" when all through chance we can end up in the worst torment possible and as long as we exist there is no relief from this possibility. Existence in itself is something harmful and burdensome with so many risks involved. So therefore to either choose to procreate or wish to prevent suicide will always be an unnacceptable act as it's prolonging and creating suffering that will inevitably be experienced by others.
Life in itself really is evil and only death is the true freedom from this pointless and endless cycle of meaningless torment where there is no limit as to how much we can suffer. It's so disturbing to think of all the ways that life can potentially torture existing beings and the tragedy lies in the fact that people wish to inflict such a thing as life onto others. There is already enough torture that exists without humans causing more. Just the harsh reality of this existence with all of the uncertainty and unpredictability has certainly always been a reason as to why I have despised being here, to be born and to have the ability to suffer really is a curse where all that we are destined for is to deteriorate from age where we will just be tortured more. None of us should have to struggle in finding ways to die so that we can escape this reality, suicide really should be as easy as just wishing to be gone especially because of the fact that what we go through can very quickly get so much worse with little that we can do about it. The reality is that life in itself is suffering and existence has always been something that I would rather avoid.