Regarding quantities, please bear in mind that the 4 drugs cocktail from the PPH is what you'd find under the name of DDMP1 online. Since then, a DDMP2 version has emerged with even larger "elephant" doses. The PPH hasn't updated this move
There is some really good documentation and data online to be found regarding the overall effectiveness (not perfect but perfect enough), including why the transition from 1 to 2 happened.
In my eyes, the PPH has rated the availability and preparation closer from the perspective of when it occurs under supervision. In other words, unrealistically. On your own, it will be messy.
There are problems to overcome, firstly the sourcing, especially Morphine Sulphate (that you could find in any sizes between 10mg and 60mg, that will make a huge difference at the final stage) if you don't get it from prescription and accumulate. Under the hood if you don't get the meds from treatment, eventually reimbursed, it's gonna be bloody expensive unlike the PPH suggests, and a heavy organization over time.
Regarding the mixing, prepare yourself to sweat, last time I counted you could have to deal with as much as 1000 pills & capsules in the worst case scenario. I'd like to see if it can be kept mixed at a roughly tiny volume. With some efforts maybe.
edit : sorry, if you got access already, didn't spend tons of money and avoided legal risk, then read online to make up your mind, it could be about ideal
This is valuable info re; the DDMP2, I will look into that further.
I agree most people would not have the access to these types of things that I do, for me the 4DP could arrive within a week. Also I used to do chemistry so something that may be hard to prep for most people is fairly easy for me as I have the equipment ready.
I am thinking of replacing the morphine with an equipotent dose of fent or possibly oxy, they seem to be a lot cheaper and also more powerful, so I wouldn't need to swallow as much powder/filler in the pills. I would maybe need 100-250mg F
I also have access to the benzo-analogue diclazepam, in powder form. It is 10x more potent than diazepam so again, less powder/filler. I would only need 50mg.
So to overview the plan would be:
10g equivalent of morphine (oxy also has time released versions which wouldn't hurt)
50-100mg diclazepam
2g propranolol (25 tablets, not too bad)
200 tabs Digoxin (don't think I can get around that it might take an hour but still)
edit oh and meto stat dose and maybe some otc anti-emitics
edit2: I just found a way to extract the digoxin, separating the filler from the actual goodies. Then I'd use that as the solution to mix/dissolve the f and diclaz. I've no idea on the propanolol, I'm thinking 25 crushed pills in say 100ml water wouldn't be too bad, I could also just use a coffee filter to get out most of the filler.
edit3: even better, I just whack the digoxin in the solution and wait for it to get wet overnight, no crushing needed. I think I've got it sorted unless anyone has any objections to the method?