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Venting "that should be me" guilt

brokenwaves

brokenwaves

i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
Feb 19, 2021
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family member going for operation in few days due to cancer, they're in their 30s. a wonderful person who has honestly kept me on this earth through all the shit, which has been no easy task. whenever stuff like this happens all i can think is god you don't deserve this - you want to live, you have something to be here for. that should be me, i don't want to be here anyway. i wish i could just swap places with suffering people/tragic deaths i witness, what a waste for them to suffer like this when i am asking for my life to be taken. such a sick joke from the universe to leave me mentally suffering, asking for relief & take life from those that desire it so much sighh
 
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