Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Hey guys

Thanks for all the support and answers to my endless questions.

I'm going to be CTB this weekend- won't give an exact time just in case.

I really appreciate all the guidance and the answers to my worries.

I'm hoping this will now be it - plan is foolproof just gotta get it done.

Thanks heaps.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
godspeed
 
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DeathBecomesMe

DeathBecomesMe

Student
Sep 9, 2018
143
Best of luck to you Clover. I hope you get the peace you deserve...
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I hope you can find peace.Good luck!
 
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Ccre

Member
Sep 11, 2018
29
Clover what method are you going with?
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Much love and godspeed to you. I know you've been through so many setbacks and am wishing relief for you.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Ccre nitrogen- n as back up but for personal reasons I'm going with the n2
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
Hugs!
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
Good luck. Hope you find peace.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I wish you peace, my friend. ✨
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Good luck my man and safe travels. Sounds like a nice and peaceful exit.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Hey guys

Thanks for all the support and answers to my endless questions.

I'm going to be CTB this weekend- won't give an exact time just in case.

I really appreciate all the guidance and the answers to my worries.

I'm hoping this will now be it - plan is foolproof just gotta get it done.

Thanks heaps.
Hello clover
Wishing you peace and safe travels x
 
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s_girl

s_girl

Still here?
Sep 13, 2018
191
Wishing you all the best Clover.

Vale friend. I hope you soon find the peace that you're seeking. :zzz:
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
Good luck :) I hope you will be at peace.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
All the best,
Peace
 
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Pk95

Pk95

Member
Jul 26, 2018
49
Wish you luck.. hope your journey will be peaceful.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
Godspeed and infinite peace, love and wisdom in your journey...
 
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Ccre

Member
Sep 11, 2018
29
Ccre nitrogen- n as back up but for personal reasons I'm going with the n2

Hope everything goes to plan for you, and you find peace.
 
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friendly99

Member
Jul 22, 2018
98
Good luck
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Getting Ready.
Took an antiemetic as precaution with the aim to take again in 8 hours.
10 mins later I was vomiting wtf
So went to a doctor and got a different type. About to try it.
This process has had so many roadblocks it's not funny! But I am more than determined.
 
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DeathBecomesMe

DeathBecomesMe

Student
Sep 9, 2018
143
Getting Ready.
Took an antiemetic as precaution with the aim to take again in 8 hours.
10 mins later I was vomiting wtf
So went to a doctor and got a different type. About to try it.
This process has had so many roadblocks it's not funny! But I am more than determined.
Damn roadblocks! Well I hope you have better luck with the next antiemetic, vomiting sucks.
 
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NOISYMIND

NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
Hope you find your peace :)
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
doctor was very helpful new antiemetic working with no side effects!
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
doctor was very helpful new antiemetic working with no
doctor was very helpful new antiemetic working with no side effects!

Which antiemetic gave the side effects? And what are you taking now?

Safe travels and peace on your journey.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Just another consumer I know double info I'm a bit out of it on benzos

I had 8mg zofran and now I have something else that's a wafter I'll check the box in a minute he said it's better than meto for what I need it for (preventative nausea and vomiting)
 
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Blacktarheroine

Blacktarheroine

Nihilism at its best
Sep 17, 2018
16
Just another consumer I know double info I'm a bit out of it on benzos

I had 8mg zofran and now I have something else that's a wafter I'll check the box in a minute he said it's better than meto for what I need it for (preventative nausea and vomiting)
Have you ever tried promethazine? I have used it as potentiator for narcotics not sure how it will interact with n etc if any but found it very effective to prevent nausea /vomiting more so than zofran
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Blacktarheroine - prochlorperazine it's apparently helpful for severe vomiting

So far so good going to try and eat some thing small.

Countdown is on I'm scared of something else going wrong knowing me it willZ better not!
 
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Blacktarheroine

Blacktarheroine

Nihilism at its best
Sep 17, 2018
16
Blacktarheroine - prochlorperazine it's apparently helpful for severe vomiting
I've tried prochlorperazine as well (good for the dizzy,motion sickness type nausea imo) but actually ,
Promethazine like codeine cough syrup promethazine , I was actually prescribed it for nausea and it was really effective :3
 
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Blacktarheroine

Blacktarheroine

Nihilism at its best
Sep 17, 2018
16
I've tried prochlorperazine as well (good for the dizzy,motion sickness type nausea imo) but actually ,
Promethazine like codeine cough syrup promethazine , I was actually prescribed it for nausea and it was really effective :3
But at this point if you already have the zofran and it's working the best then you should be fine. I hope everything goes well and peaceful for you.
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Thanks I'm mostly scared about messing things up.
 
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