Thank you SS

[violetdevil]

If this site didn't exist I wouldn't have N and I'd have to resort to a painful method instead. Also just having a place where I can share my thoughts without having to be forcibly hospitalized for it is nice.

Sometimes you can get all the help you need but nothing works enough and you still want to end your life and are depressed.

I have no hope. I won't ever feel better.

 

[SmollMushroom]

If this site didn't exist I wouldn't have N and I'd have to resort to a painful method instead.

I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so jealous... But

I am also happy for you, and glad that this website helped you and made your life a bit better. It also did the same to me.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

You are incredibly lucky to have N.
It must be so comforting to know that you have this and have the option of a peaceful release from existence when you are ready.

 

[violetdevil]

You are incredibly lucky to have N.
It must be so comforting to know that you have this and have the option of a peaceful release from existence when you are ready.

It is very comforting.

 

[Huggs]

I agree this site is definitely a source of comfort, I'm glad that it provides that for you. I haven't even considered N as a potential way out with how difficult it seems to get. Is the source you received it from even operational anymore? It's good you have that option, I'd say that and inert gas are the only truly peaceful methods.

 

[violetdevil]

I agree this site is definitely a source of comfort, I'm glad that it provides that for you. I haven't even considered N as a potential way out with how difficult it seems to get. Is the source you received it from even operational anymore? It's good you have that option, I'd say that and inert gas are the only truly peaceful methods.

Unfortunately there's no source of N anymore

 

[Huggs]

Unfortunately there's no source of N anymore

Makes me even more glad you were able to receive some. I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

 

[violetdevil]

Makes me even more glad you were able to receive some. I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

I just wish there was a source for powdered n it's a lot easier to drink

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy those who have the option of Nembutal so much, it certainly sounds like the most peaceful and ideal way to cease existing, I understand why you'd feel so comforted by it.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I just wish there was a source for powdered n it's a lot easier to drink

I've heard t61 is an alternative source for n.