Terror Of Future

[Ligottian]

At any given moment, I'm almost never in suicidal pain. However I obsess constantly about all the horrors of the future, both possible and almost certain. From the most unthinkable, to all the little troubles that come with ordinary living. From terminal disease all the way down to a flat tire on the road. I experience my private hells in advance, so to speak. Can anyone here relate to this?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm always personally wishing to be gone but, yes I do feel so much dread for what lies ahead, it's horrific to exist in this nightmarish world where there's unlimited potential to suffer, the reality is that existing can get much worse beyond how we can even imagine and I would prefer to avoid all future suffering. To have the ability to exist in this world is such a cruel, undeserved punishment and I only wish for nothingness.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yes. This sinister world troubles me greatly. I'm anxious about everything all of the time.
I'm in a constant state of paranoia about everything, so much potential for things to go wrong.
I really don't want to be here anymore. I'm burned out from living this unwanted crazy existence.

 

[peaceindeath]

At any given moment, I'm almost never in suicidal pain. However I obsess constantly about all the horrors of the future, both possible and almost certain. From the most unthinkable, to all the little troubles that come with ordinary living. From terminal disease all the way down to a flat tire on the road. I experience my private hells in advance, so to speak. Can anyone here relate to this?

Just prepare your method, you can always go immediately when it gets unbearable.

 

[Ligottian]

Just prepare your method, you can always go immediately when it gets unbearable.

I have. I fret about being in a situation when I can't use it.