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- Jul 14, 2021
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As title sugguests.....i am greatful for this page. it leaves a place online for people to be anonymous about their true thoughts. that are perfectly normal. perfectly human. perfectly natural. and even exist in the animal kingdom.....not to quote something i heard that was all like suicidal people are pre-programed....its almost like being gay. all i know is ive had STRONG thoughts since i was about 13......just turned 36...and i still feel meh about life...and im starting to think if i had peace....and a will...and knew what was going to happen after....and had my ehhh..."bus tickets lined up" ...so to speak. would i feel better? Some days i feel there is completely no sense of "lust" or "zeal" for life....some days i can't leave my bed....other days i fucking love mosh pits and don't know what to do with all this extra teen angst....im am musician. meh i just wanted to let my feelings off my chest.......i donno if im addicted to suicidal thoughts or just fucking over it. i know i am going to make my mind up in the next 3 years....and suicide is looking good....