Talking to myself in public

[limerance1]

I spend a lot of time alone indoors and I've found myself verbalizing my thoughts more and more. I do it because there are often do many thoughts in my head mushed together that I don't know where exactly I stand on something or what exactly I'm feeling. So when I say things out loud I try to make them into a coherent structure as if I'm talking to someone. Now it's getting to a point where I will sometimes do this while outside by habit and needless to say I'm concerned that I'm letting the crazy part of me slip in public.

It feels like a slippery slope that could lead into other aberrant behavior. I'm not too concerned with it at this point, but I'm curious about other's perspectives on this? Does anyone have similar experiences or incidents where the crazy slips through the cracks so to speak

 

[Adûnâi]

Why is "a crazy part"? I have never talked to anyone in my life for a decade (aside from mom on the phone), and I caught myself verbalising thoughts in the street - but my town is fairly empty, so nobody heard them, or at least it's easy to cover it in traffic. It would be more awkward if other people are present, sure...

 

[Warlord's Pulse]

needless to say I'm concerned that I'm letting the crazy part of me slip in public.
funny

yeah I had similar experiences

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I used to do this more. I smoke less weed and drink less coffee now and it mostly stopped. My thoughts are less weird in general.