Venting Talk me out of it... I'm really really close to tying a cord or bedsheet and hang from door frame

[KillingPain267]

I really fucking cannot take it anymore. I've suffered enough, I almost don't care about the last hard pain from hanging. But maybe it's impulsive so talk me out of it.

 

[Justnotme]

This way of dying will always be with you and no one can forbid it.
So if you're not ready now, then you can do it sometime later if you want..

I understand that you feel bad, because people don't tie a noose around their necks when they feel good...
But since this way of dying won't go away, then try at least today to make yourself cocoa with marshmallows, watch some cartoon or movie and eat chips..
Sorry for the stupid advice

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Impulsive and asking = you're not ready - in my opinion. I'm sorry you have to go through all this.

 

[Ash]

Impulsive attempts rarely work. I should know, done them enough times. They just lead to even more self hatred and a sense of failure.

If you want to do it, plan it properly.

The bedsheet didn't work last time, remember?

So take a breath, do something active to work off the adrenaline and energy that's coursing through your system right now and then sit down with a clearer head and plan this fucker. If you're going to do it, do you want it to work?

 

[rozeske]

Impulsive is generally not good but hanging is really not something you wanna mess up. Take a step back to plan it properly and to decide if this is what you want.

 

[Tesha]

You know it's unlikely to work as it's a rushed attempt. You could end up much, much worse off if you try but fail.

You deserve a death that's as comfortable and planned, without impulse or excess stress, as possible. What you're suggesting probably isn't going to give you that.

But, what do YOU want to do?

 

[todiefor]

Yeah I think if you say "talk me out of it" it sounds like you want someone to talk u out of it

 

[KillingPain267]

This way of dying will always be with you and no one can forbid it.
So if you're not ready now, then you can do it sometime later if you want..

I understand that you feel bad, because people don't tie a noose around their necks when they feel good...
But since this way of dying won't go away, then try at least today to make yourself cocoa with marshmallows, watch some cartoon or movie and eat chips..
Sorry for the stupid advice

Thank you, it's just, this advice was working for half a year now, to distract myself. But it has become boring. I feel literally at an end of a road.

Yeah I think if you say "talk me out of it" it sounds like you want someone to talk u out of it

TAKE me out of it

 

[Daryl72]

Thank you, it's just, this advice was working for half a year now, to distract myself. But it has become boring. I feel literally at an end of a road.

TAKE me out of it

i understand, it's beyond painful and you want to go. There is some small part that still wants to avoid any last bit of suffering though.

 

[KillingPain267]

i understand, it's beyond painful and you want to go. There is some small part that still wants to avoid any last bit of suffering though.

The only distraction from experimenting with a cord I can think of is watching porn, lol. And no, I'm nottinto erotic asphyxiation, haha

Impulsive is generally not good but hanging is really not something you wanna mess up. Take a step back to plan it properly and to decide if this is what you want.

I know man, that's why it's so frustrating
Ironically, this thread and forum kind of calmed me down from doing an impulsive ctb attempt

 

[KillingPain267]

Now that I watched porn to distract myself, I can only watch gore. I'm bored to death. After that, hopefully it's dark enough and therefore time to pray to die in my sleep.