Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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About to take 3 benzo's and and a beer. Then i'll get 100ml of cold water with 3 teaspoons of sn take it all in shot glasses.
 
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lastNamePicked

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did you take anti-emetics beforehand ? that is STRONGLY advised.



EDIT: are you alright ? @Suicidal4Ever

i hope everything works out for you.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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No dont have any. I saw one thread where a guy said he used and didnt have any so im hoping to have the same luck.
 
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k75

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No offense, but this seems unwise. Is it really so urgent you can't at least take a little more time to get everything you need first? I'm concerned for you. It's a bad gamble.
 
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Nem

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Hugs, all the best whichever you decide. An anti emetic would be a very good idea
Peace
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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did you take SN yet ?
Didn't take yet. Waiting til everyone is sleep.
No offense, but this seems unwise. Is it really so urgent you can't at least take a little more time to get everything you need first? I'm concerned for you. It's a bad gamble.
Whats the worse that could happen if it fails?
 
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Codieb1

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Whats the worse that could happen if it fails?

The worst thing that happens is that you'll probably immediately vomit, which will make you feel awful and delay the process of passing out, followed by waking up the next day feeling like total shit, and everyone you live with will know what happened. I highly recommend getting the stuff you need, but in the case of being adamant in taking it, you'll probably need several doses to "brute force" it... But even that may hurt like hell or not work
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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I'm already drunk hopefully that helps i can lay down and be out like a rock in seconds.
 
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k75

k75

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Whats the worse that could happen if it fails?

A lot could go wrong.

At the very least, you puke it all up and waste a bunch of time on a failed attempt.

Or you could get saved and sectioned.

Or you could not die but suffer surprise long term damage we aren't aware of. I mean, they say there are no lasting effects, but if you really think about it, there should be. And so on.

Maybe I'm just overly cautious, but I don't see the benefit of halfassing a proven formula for no good reason.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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A lot could go wrong.

At the very least, you puke it all up and waste a bunch of time on a failed attempt.

Or you could get saved and sectioned.

Or you could not die but suffer surprise long term damage we aren't aware of. I mean, they say there are no lasting effects, but if you really think about it, there should be. And so on.

Maybe I'm just overly cautious, but I don't see the benefit of halfassing a proven formula for no good reason.
I'll be the guinea pig for the people.
 
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k75

k75

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Good luck.
 
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Codieb1

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Essentially there's no chance of permanent damage, so... If you're willing to put up with the chance of surviving and feeling like garbage and literally looking blue the next day, perhaps you could still be the guinea pig. You really never know.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

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Im going for it.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Godspeed!
 
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Codieb1

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If you're really determined, then get multiple doses prepared. If you vomit, take more immediately. And remember it's okay to call an ambulance if you change your mind. They'll fix you right up
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
330
Its so salty maybe a drop of hot sauce before would help
 
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Suicidal4Ever

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In the process of taking it
 
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Morto

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Jul 3, 2019
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Why no antiemetics and antiacids? Are they difficulty to get there?
 
Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
330
Yeah never was able to get my hands on any
I mixed in some tabasco and im sippin
Damn tastebuds
 
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Codieb1

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Jun 18, 2019
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Hot sauce?? Damn dude you really want this to fail huh
 
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xMacy

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Jul 14, 2019
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Hot sauce helps me with nausea.
I see you're still online.. best wishes! Update as long as you can to help others. Mine arrives on the 29th and I'm looking at doing the same. May you find peace! ❤
 
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Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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F this its to damn salty. Rather drink vodka straight. Maybe i drunk enough to get the job done.
 
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Codieb1

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Keep us updated while you can. Have you vomited yet?
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

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Sep 22, 2018
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Nope. Hopefully dont vomit havent done that in years.
 
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