I am ignored by healthcare and haven't received any help in two years despite suicidal ideation. And they don't understand severely debilitating executive dysfunction. Nothing I say helps as my struggles are not taken seriously and I am just a nuisance.
So I thought this:
I take maybe 10g of SN and go to the healthcare place which drove me away and sit and wait there. The SN kicks in and then they probably send me to hospital/ER and I survive or not. I am fine with not surviving but I want them to see the consequences of their actions first-hand that they rejected helping me.
If I survive it's fine too and hopefully they start to treat me differently.
Has anyone thought something similar?
This is not a detailed plan, just an idea so far.
So I thought this:
I take maybe 10g of SN and go to the healthcare place which drove me away and sit and wait there. The SN kicks in and then they probably send me to hospital/ER and I survive or not. I am fine with not surviving but I want them to see the consequences of their actions first-hand that they rejected helping me.
If I survive it's fine too and hopefully they start to treat me differently.
Has anyone thought something similar?
This is not a detailed plan, just an idea so far.
