Help Taking nitrous oxide before cbt? Will this significantly reduce pain?

[Thisgirlwantstosleep]

I've made many different plans in my head, switching from jumping to hanging, finally landing on hanging because there are too many variables with jumping.

All the other times I've tried hanging I've felt significant pain/pressure that made me stop and not want to go through with it. I've come to the conclusion that I need something to lessen the pain and was thinking either nitrous oxide (laughing gas) or alcohol.

I'm not a drinker and have never been drunk in my life so I'm more liable to throw up rather than anything else. I know nitrous oxide makes you feel loopy and heightens your pain tolerance and I'm hoping it's enough so that I don't want to stop myself. What do you guys think?

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

May I ask you the reason why you not choose the SN method?

 

[fister]

N2O by itself seems like a great way to get on the bus. At the dentist, I've tried to stay awake after the mask is put on. Impossible. And then there are case reports of people who have died from apoxia while abusing N2O or intentionally dying in an atmosphere of N2O. I read one last week where the victim actually used the little cream charger cartridges. They found him with several cartridges and what we used to call a cracker when I was a kid.