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anna_bot

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Aug 7, 2025
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Hiya,
So I'll be attempting again soon (probably), and since my last attempt with azide, I have learnt a lot - specifically that I absolutely need some form of sedation.

I've purchased Xanax (1mg) from a legit source I know of. However, I'm uncertain of how much to take and when, as, well, I haven't been prescribed it. My initial plan was to only take 1mg, however, I'm unsure if this is too little? How potent is such a dose? I was planning to raising it to 2-3mg, however, that then seems like TOO much.

Also some related questions: what does it feel like to be sedated by Xanax? Can you still concentrate and think properly on a dose you'd need to CTB?

I am benzo-naïve, haven't taken any before.

Any little info helps.
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hell toupee

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You need to read the resource section - all of the info is in there. Otherwise, you will likely end up with all of the problems you have now, but even worse with possible physical repercussions.

Someone will probably link it for you, as well as the guide on why most ODs fail.

OD is considered a non method for this reason, unless you have some very powerful benzos/opioids/anesthetics. Xanax is not considered a powerful benzo.
 
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anna_bot

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You need to read the resource section - all of the info is in there. Otherwise, you will likely end up with all of the problems you have now, but even worse with possible physical repercussions.

Someone will probably link it for you, as well as the guide on why most ODs fail.

OD is considered a non method for this reason, unless you have some very powerful benzos/opioids/anesthetics. Xanax is not considered a powerful benzo.
Hiya - just to clarify I'm only using it as a sedative for taking azide. Completely agree - OD never/barely works! Was just curious on how it would feel and if 1mg is really enough
 
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hell toupee

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Hiya - just to clarify I'm only using it as a sedative for taking azide. Completely agree - OD never/barely works! Was just curious on how it would feel and if 1mg is really enough

My apologies for the misunderstanding. In that case, it should be a good sedative for you.

I always had more of a taste for opiates, so I won't be much help with dosages and effects of benzos. Sorry.

I wish you peace on your journey though.
 
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My apologies for the misunderstanding. In that case, it should be a good sedative for you.

I always had more of a taste for opiates, so I won't be much help with dosages and effects of benzos. Sorry.

I wish you peace on your journey though.
It's all good! Which opiates do you take if you dont mind sharing?
 
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anna_bot

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Aug 7, 2025
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Last night, I tried 1mg of it just to make sure it's definitely authentic and see how I feel during it.

It definitely gives this sort of warm, calm, "i dont care about anything" vibe and I was able to sleep pretty much instantaneously. However, I wouldn't say that it would make me less distressed with the effects of azide. I'd probably take most likely 3mg as that's apparently when the sedation REALLY kicks in and makes you super duper woozy. I do wonder if there's any negative effects to this but at the same time I am taking my life so... it doesn't really matter does it?
 
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Last night, I tried 1mg of it just to make sure it's definitely authentic and see how I feel during it.

It definitely gives this sort of warm, calm, "i dont care about anything" vibe and I was able to sleep pretty much instantaneously. However, I wouldn't say that it would make me less distressed with the effects of azide. I'd probably take most likely 3mg as that's apparently when the sedation REALLY kicks in and makes you super duper woozy. I do wonder if there's any negative effects to this but at the same time I am taking my life so... it doesn't really matter does it?
if you take it everyday, or very often, your brain will become hooked. That's probably the worst that will happen. I'm hooked on benzos and antipsychotics. It's a nightmare. Definitely go for the higher dose if you're planning to ctb. Take into account how long it took for you to feel the effects so you know for the real thing.
 
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anna_bot

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if you take it everyday, or very often, your brain will become hooked. That's probably the worst that will happen. I'm hooked on benzos and antipsychotics. It's a nightmare. Definitely go for the higher dose if you're planning to ctb. Take into account how long it took for you to feel the effects so you know for the real thing.
Yup - I see how people can get addicted to it. It gives this sort of dreamlike fuzziness that after such a long time without feeling it, feels so so good. I've locked the pills up far away in the garage so I can't have reach to them. I wish you the best if you choose to recover from your addiction <3. Took about an hour and 10 mins for them to really kick in so I'll have that mind too, thanks!

All the best - take care :)
 
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Yup - I see how people can get addicted to it. It gives this sort of dreamlike fuzziness that after such a long time without feeling it, feels so so good. I've locked the pills up far away in the garage so I can't have reach to them. I wish you the best if you choose to recover from your addiction <3. Took about an hour and 10 mins for them to really kick in so I'll have that mind too, thanks!

All the best - take care :)
I was prescribed them, I don't even feel the fun effects. all these drugs are addictions even though doctors say otherwise. So dangerous :/. Thanks for your kind words, you take care as well.
 
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