Venting Taking a last chance at life.

[olvidame]

I applied for student financial aid. None of the jobs i applied to have called me back. If i can't even get an education, it's over for me. My entire existence is in the hands of the system now. If it doesn't work out, i'll go back to the original plan i had for my life. Waste time entertaining myself until my Father passes away so that i can CTB. I hope it doesn't come to that, but i'm not going to live out a shit existence in hopes that it'll get better by some miracle. Nobody is coming to save me. This is my last chance.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[NoPointOfReturning]

Yeah man that's how it is, no one is coming to save you unfortunately. I know how it feels to be in your position and man you lose a sense of hope. Like the guy above me said, good luck with whatever happens and I hope you end up in a good place. Whether it's on Earth or something entirely different. Love you.