6ixxy
I sank so she could swim
- Apr 26, 2019
- 273
As the title suggest, I'm taking a break from the site.
Most likely until the festive period is over, so a week at the most.
I've had this huge cloud hanging over my head for as long as I can remember & although probably temporary, the sun is peaking through that cloud. I'm in no way 'better' or cancelling my plan to CTB, I just feel as though if this is going to be my last Christmas (it's a shit song don't try and tell me otherwise) I should spend it at least attempting to be happy with my family & I feel as though if I spend my time constantly on here, it'll suck whatever life is left out of me in the real world. I don't want my family to be concerned, not now, not this time of year as it's bad enough without me projecting my own issues to them.
I really appreciate & respect everyone on here who is going through hard times & the majority of you are all truly amazing for fighting every day and also helping me when I've been through some shitty times. I don't need to mention names because you should know who you are.
So this is a temporary goodbye & thank you. I hope you make the most of what and who you've got over this holiday season, wherever you are
Most likely until the festive period is over, so a week at the most.
I've had this huge cloud hanging over my head for as long as I can remember & although probably temporary, the sun is peaking through that cloud. I'm in no way 'better' or cancelling my plan to CTB, I just feel as though if this is going to be my last Christmas (it's a shit song don't try and tell me otherwise) I should spend it at least attempting to be happy with my family & I feel as though if I spend my time constantly on here, it'll suck whatever life is left out of me in the real world. I don't want my family to be concerned, not now, not this time of year as it's bad enough without me projecting my own issues to them.
I really appreciate & respect everyone on here who is going through hard times & the majority of you are all truly amazing for fighting every day and also helping me when I've been through some shitty times. I don't need to mention names because you should know who you are.
So this is a temporary goodbye & thank you. I hope you make the most of what and who you've got over this holiday season, wherever you are