Suprise b!Tch I lived

[IwantSomething]

Yippe Kai Yay mother fxckers. I survived (insert jazz hands) isn't that great! I get to live another day HOORAY. This is heavy sarcasm just in case you can't tell. I biked all the way out there and I tried and I failed. Womp womp wompppp. Good news I now have a steady place to stay with a friend who's rich asf and is super willing to pay for my basic needs without me feeling like sh!t about it. So yay I can now be alive without wondering where my next meal will be from! Bad news I can now be alive. And I can't off myself because then they'll feel bad and assume it's their fault because that's the type of person they are. I suppose it's a pretty good problem to have though so I shouldn't complain. I think I'll still post on here tbh just talking about life and such maybe sending some messages out telling people that they're good people. Some of the responses on my last post seemed to need to hear it so I'm glad they did. Speaking of my last post. Y'all are so nice I swear to god. Thankyou for all the love and support and best wishes your all so sweet. I did mean what I said though y'all are good people who deserve good things! And no matter what happens if you need me you reach out I'll find a way to talk to you wether you need advice support or for someone to just listen. I'm gonna try to get some rest now. If it's late then you should too. This is going to sound stupid and I don't think anyone will do it. But! If your reading this I'm telling you to do something nice for yourself. Sometimes you can't because you feel like you don't deserve it or haven't earned it. But I'm telling you that I want you to do something nice for yourself. Alright I do need some rest so I'm gonna go bye!

 

[R. A.]

I forget if I wrote in your last thread but I did read it and was feeling for you. I'm happy that things appear to be on the upswing for you now despite your plans not going as you intended. Because I've been following your recent story I am curious as to what you tried to do and what went wrong, but please don't feel obliged to get into it. More curious as the more I'm on here, the more I feel if I were to try anything short of blowing my brains out or N it wouldn't work out and I would be in the same spot or worse off.

Thank you for your kind words back. Enjoy your much deserved rest and hope to see you around here again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that your attempt failed, failing ctb is what I fear but I'm pleased for you that things improved. Best wishes.

 

[theboy]

enjoy the rich life

 

[brokensea]

Yippe Kai Yay mother fxckers. I survived (insert jazz hands) isn't that great! I get to live another day HOORAY. This is heavy sarcasm just in case you can't tell. I biked all the way out there and I tried and I failed. Womp womp wompppp. Good news I now have a steady place to stay with a friend who's rich asf and is super willing to pay for my basic needs without me feeling like sh!t about it. So yay I can now be alive without wondering where my next meal will be from! Bad news I can now be alive. And I can't off myself because then they'll feel bad and assume it's their fault because that's the type of person they are. I suppose it's a pretty good problem to have though so I shouldn't complain. I think I'll still post on here tbh just talking about life and such maybe sending some messages out telling people that they're good people. Some of the responses on my last post seemed to need to hear it so I'm glad they did. Speaking of my last post. Y'all are so nice I swear to god. Thankyou for all the love and support and best wishes your all so sweet. I did mean what I said though y'all are good people who deserve good things! And no matter what happens if you need me you reach out I'll find a way to talk to you wether you need advice support or for someone to just listen. I'm gonna try to get some rest now. If it's late then you should too. This is going to sound stupid and I don't think anyone will do it. But! If your reading this I'm telling you to do something nice for yourself. Sometimes you can't because you feel like you don't deserve it or haven't earned it. But I'm telling you that I want you to do something nice for yourself. Alright I do need some rest so I'm gonna go bye!

I am glad to see you and was thinking of you and wondering what happened to you.