FML2019

FML2019

Bought my ticket, time for the ride.
Dec 15, 2019
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I've been doing my research longer than I'd like and have seen a couple of options that seem to be a good method I could move forward with (Charcoal/bbq & Nigh Night method). What are some alternatives to make it look like an accident or someone did it to you? Not looking to set someone up, that is an unwanted desire. More or less I'm not 100% convinced I want my small community discussing that I ctb or people to feel like they could have helped.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Start doing drugs like opiods and then "accidentally" overdose that way you will also get some pleasure while preparing for your death.
 
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ThingWithFeathers

ThingWithFeathers

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Sep 23, 2019
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Whenever I watch Extreme Selfie Stunts on YouTube I think all these people are suicidal.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
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Difference is.....when those asshats do 'extreme stunts' for selfies, they're doing it for some dopamine infusions via a fucking button. I don't feel sorry for them, when something happens. There are those of us that don't get any attention, until we're ready to go and then, suddenly, everyone gives a fuck. Those are the ones I feel for, because no one else ever felt for them and they chose their best options, instead of trolling for 'likes'.
 
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FML2019

FML2019

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Dec 15, 2019
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That's actually not a bad idea, I don't know why I haven't thought of that. I've been super into skydiving lately to try and get the concept of falling but I don't want to ruin the reputation of my local dive zone. Maybe rock climbing, seems to happen a lot in my area.
 
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realjunes

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I've been doing my research longer than I'd like and have seen a couple of options that seem to be a good method I could move forward with (Charcoal/bbq & Nigh Night method). What are some alternatives to make it look like an accident or someone did it to you? Not looking to set someone up, that is an unwanted desire. More or less I'm not 100% convinced I want my small community discussing that I ctb or people to feel like they could have helped.

I am not advocating any method for you, but it seems to me if a person does not want a small community discussing CTB, you would need the methods where people really do die by accident. Falling off a cliff, getting "lost" in the woods or desert or mountains, especially in bad weather, without food and water, drowning. Otherwise, can you move to a large city where no one knows your name, so you don't face the pressures of a small town community, to get some breathing room to plan your life or your next move?
 
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FML2019

FML2019

Bought my ticket, time for the ride.
Dec 15, 2019
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I am not advocating any method for you, but it seems to me if a person does not want a small community discussing CTB, you would need the methods where people really do die by accident. Falling off a cliff, getting "lost" in the woods or desert or mountains, especially in bad weather, without food and water, drowning. Otherwise, can you move to a large city where no one knows your name, so you don't face the pressures of a small town community, to get some breathing room to plan your life or your next move?

That's what I'm thinking. Most the options for accident just seem unpleasant, likely my biggest set back. Disappearing is likely my best option. Possibly pacific crest trail mishap.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
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Random, drunken thought. But, if you live around one of the areas mapped in regards to the Missing 411, perhaps it'll be worth researching into the trails they used? I mean, there are remarkably plenty of areas that people just......poof. Apologies if this is in bad taste, it's just something I've looked into, myself, due to wanting to CTB in the middle of the woods. Ignore me if this is not what you want or is in bad taste.
 
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FML2019

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Dec 15, 2019
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Random, drunken thought. But, if you live around one of the areas mapped in regards to the Missing 411, perhaps it'll be worth researching into the trails they used? I mean, there are remarkably plenty of areas that people just......poof. Apologies if this is in bad taste, it's just something I've looked into, myself, due to wanting to CTB in the middle of the woods. Ignore me if this is not what you want or is in bad taste.

I don't find much distasteful. Not familiar with the missing 411 but I'm beginning to look into it. I would like to be in nature as well, not so much with the snow though.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
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I don't find much distasteful. Not familiar with the missing 411 but I'm beginning to look into it. I would like to be in nature as well, not so much with the snow though.
Same, nature just feels....comfy. The Missing 411 thing is in regards to people who've gone poof in various national parks, around the US (unsure if this occurs in the same manner outside of the US, but I'm confident it may) and usually attributed to plain old mystery, aliens, bigfoot, etc. Only reason I suggest it is because it would help things seem a little more......natural? I guess?

But my main point is, there are many that vanished and to this day, nothing can be found of them. Now, I won't suggest this for anyone that wants their loved ones to obtain closure and this is just what I, personally, am for since I have no one to love me or care where I go. Still, tossing it out there as an option of sorts, for those that feel the same.
 
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FML2019

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Dec 15, 2019
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Same, nature just feels....comfy. The Missing 411 thing is in regards to people who've gone poof in various national parks, around the US (unsure if this occurs in the same manner outside of the US, but I'm confident it may) and usually attributed to plain old mystery, aliens, bigfoot, etc. Only reason I suggest it is because it would help things seem a little more......natural? I guess?

But my main point is, there are many that vanished and to this day, nothing can be found of them. Now, I won't suggest this for anyone that wants their loved ones to obtain closure and this is just what I, personally, am for since I have no one to love me or care where I go. Still, tossing it out there as an option of sorts, for those that feel the same.

I've thought of it extensively and I don't really want a active missing persons report on me. Doesn't mean it won't be my choice as it's still on my mind but I'd rather have people just be able to go thru their grief period and move on. Missing persons affect people for a long time and I don't want to leave that behind. The reason I ask about murdered is, well frankly no one would question that with the lifestyle I have lived.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
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I've thought of it extensively and I don't really want a active missing persons report on me. Doesn't mean it won't be my choice as it's still on my mind but I'd rather have people just be able to go thru their grief period and move on. Missing persons affect people for a long time and I don't want to leave that behind. The reason I ask about murdered is, well frankly no one would question that with the lifestyle I have lived.
Damn....well, we're sort of in the same boat on that one, other than anyone questioning anything about me. I'm such a nobody, my only footprint would be online, lol. Still, there are plenty of people that go 'hiking or camping' that just.....vanish. Enough so, that this would be a very possible way to go about CTB, as long as no one needs closure or cares to look. As far as murder, though, unsure of that one, though if the mafia and the like are anything to go by, doesn't seem hard to 'make 'em sleep wit duh fishez', I guess.
 
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FML2019

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Dec 15, 2019
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Im super curious about filling a scuba tank with CO. Deflating my BCD and going down with a normal tank of air and having a side tank with a separate first stage and filled with co. Just fantasy,but if I pass out under water, I don't think I'm going to feel drowning, avoiding the co poisoning and reddish symptoms that come with it I believe would look like a diving accident.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
Im super curious about filling a scuba tank with CO. Deflating my BCD and going down with a normal tank of air and having a side tank with a separate first stage and filled with co. Just fantasy,but if I pass out under water, I don't think I'm going to feel drowning, avoiding the co poisoning and reddish symptoms that come with it I believe would look like a diving accident.
To be honest, that's 100% a new one, to me, lol. I couldn't begin to give any information on it, but I don't see how it wouldn't work, if planned out appropriately.
 
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FML2019

FML2019

Bought my ticket, time for the ride.
Dec 15, 2019
20
Start doing drugs like opiods and then "accidentally" overdose that way you will also get some pleasure while preparing for your death.

I don't think that will work for me, I've Tried to obtain with little luck.
 
TowerUpright

TowerUpright

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May 26, 2019
602
Why is it that some addicts seem to find that stuff so easily, but those of us who want to ctb can't succeed in obtaining it at all???!! It's unfair.
 
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
Why is it that some addicts seem to find that stuff so easily, but those of us who want to ctb can't succeed in obtaining it at all???!! It's unfair.

Anyone could get it any day of the week in just about any city in the world.
But, you have to risk hanging out down where all of the junkies are and be willing to take a chance of using whatever the street dealers are cutting their product with.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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I don't even know what markets are up, stopped using them after Dream went offline.
Understandable Dream Market was flawless it was so easy and I never had problems now it´s just constant problems but I can help you with some markets if you need help but in PM obviously.
 
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