SUICIDE!!!!!!

[Nem]

I'm getting pushed closer to the edge by the day, work is slowing down and I'm in full commission sales and drive 150 miles a day and the last few days I've made zero sales. I barely sleep and we are supposed to be in the office at 9-9:30 in the morning on Monday's and Wednesdays and yesterday o just couldn't get out of bed and got there just after 10, I live an hour from the office.
The manager was definitely not impressed that I haven't been showing up on time and I only have one sales lead this morning.

I should probably call it a day and crash my car on the highway at high speed but surviving that would be a nightmare worse than this. The sales lead has another salespersons name scribbled out and then mine put on it, that doesn't look good and definitely the other sales people are getting more than just one lead.

I'm just fucked, ever since my dr and ex-fiancé nearly killed me my life has been just completely butt fucked. I barely have the energy to ctb and wonder if asking my dr for assisted suicide would be a bad decision? She's a shitty dr anyways
Peace/hugs

 

[Mloureiro]

I hate my job as well. It is one of the reasons why I feel so down at the moment. One of my bosses is a bully and I even think either she is bullied at home or she has some kind of disorder because when she is mad she destroys a person in front of everybody. And 5 minutes later she treats you like you are her best friend and the issue is no longer an issue. I am actually thinking I am developing PTSD because I start to have huge panic attacks if a see an email or a phone call from her. It is being terrible. And I can't quit because the pay is good and with a daughter at Uni far away from home and another one at school, I can't afford a smaller wage. It just sucks. But I hate the fact that I am considering CTB because of some bitch!

 

[lymbo]

I'm getting pushed closer to the edge by the day, work is slowing down and I'm in full commission sales and drive 150 miles a day and the last few days I've made zero sales. I barely sleep and we are supposed to be in the office at 9-9:30 in the morning on Monday's and Wednesdays and yesterday o just couldn't get out of bed and got there just after 10, I live an hour from the office.
The manager was definitely not impressed that I haven't been showing up on time and I only have one sales lead this morning.

I should probably call it a day and crash my car on the highway at high speed but surviving that would be a nightmare worse than this. The sales lead has another salespersons name scribbled out and then mine put on it, that doesn't look good and definitely the other sales people are getting more than just one lead.

I'm just fucked, ever since my dr and ex-fiancé nearly killed me my life has been just completely butt fucked. I barely have the energy to ctb and wonder if asking my dr for assisted suicide would be a bad decision? She's a shitty dr anyways
Peace/hugs

on what grounds should the dr help u wyth assysted death, yn canada only the termynally syck can get that assysted death ryght?

 

[Nem]

on what grounds should the dr help u wyth assysted death, yn canada only the termynally syck can get that assysted death ryght?

I'm not sure, I have serious damage from meds including kidney damage. I'll go psycho if they refuse but I'm going to push for it regardless
Peace/hugs

 

[lymbo]

ys yt late to sue the dr? get a good lawer, maybe u can get alot of money from the case and quyt that shyt job for good

 

[Nem]

ys yt late to sue the dr? get a good lawer, maybe u can get alot of money from the case and quyt that shyt job for good

Only get two years to sue a dr in North America, their assholes are well protected

 

[lymbo]

Only get two years to sue a dr in North America, their assholes are well protected

why u started to work yn sales? ys the money good ? thats your degree?

 

[Sweet emotion]

I'm getting pushed closer to the edge by the day, work is slowing down and I'm in full commission sales and drive 150 miles a day and the last few days I've made zero sales. I barely sleep and we are supposed to be in the office at 9-9:30 in the morning on Monday's and Wednesdays and yesterday o just couldn't get out of bed and got there just after 10, I live an hour from the office.
The manager was definitely not impressed that I haven't been showing up on time and I only have one sales lead this morning.

I should probably call it a day and crash my car on the highway at high speed but surviving that would be a nightmare worse than this. The sales lead has another salespersons name scribbled out and then mine put on it, that doesn't look good and definitely the other sales people are getting more than just one lead.

I'm just fucked, ever since my dr and ex-fiancé nearly killed me my life has been just completely butt fucked. I barely have the energy to ctb and wonder if asking my dr for assisted suicide would be a bad decision? She's a shitty dr anyways
Peace/hugs

So the reason you want to die is because of your job right? And no doctor is going to help you kill yourself. Not in a million years. They will be charged with murder and go to jail. And if you ask your doctor for that they will probably have you committed to a mental hospital because you just told them you plan to kill yourself. They could lose their liscence if they don't do anything. They are mandated reporters.

I'm getting pushed closer to the edge by the day, work is slowing down and I'm in full commission sales and drive 150 miles a day and the last few days I've made zero sales. I barely sleep and we are supposed to be in the office at 9-9:30 in the morning on Monday's and Wednesdays and yesterday o just couldn't get out of bed and got there just after 10, I live an hour from the office.
The manager was definitely not impressed that I haven't been showing up on time and I only have one sales lead this morning.

I should probably call it a day and crash my car on the highway at high speed but surviving that would be a nightmare worse than this. The sales lead has another salespersons name scribbled out and then mine put on it, that doesn't look good and definitely the other sales people are getting more than just one lead.

I'm just fucked, ever since my dr and ex-fiancé nearly killed me my life has been just completely butt fucked. I barely have the energy to ctb and wonder if asking my dr for assisted suicide would be a bad decision? She's a shitty dr anyways
Peace/hugs

So the reason you want to die is because of your job right? And no doctor is going to help you kill yourself. Not in a million years. They will be charged with murder and go to jail. And if you ask your doctor for that they will probably have you committed to a mental hospital because you just told them you plan to kill yourself. They could lose their liscence if they don't do anything. They are mandated reporters.

 

[Nem]

So the reason you want to die is because of your job right? And no doctor is going to help you kill yourself. Not in a million years. They will be charged with murder and go to jail. And if you ask your doctor for that they will probably have you committed to a mental hospital because you just told them you plan to kill yourself. They could lose their liscence if they don't do anything. They are mandated reporters.

So the reason you want to die is because of your job right? And no doctor is going to help you kill yourself. Not in a million years. They will be charged with murder and go to jail. And if you ask your doctor for that they will probably have you committed to a mental hospital because you just told them you plan to kill yourself. They could lose their liscence if they don't do anything. They are mandated reporters.

No, the reason I want to die is because my dr nearly killed me and I've been left with brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage. We have assisted suicide legalized here and over 7k people have been euthanized since it became legal around two years ago.
Peace

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I took a job overseas a few years back. Within my first month, I collapsed while getting off a plane during an in-country flight for work. My job sent me work while I was in the hospital with a dr's order NOT to work. They see us as merely machine parts to use up 'til we terminally fail. FT.

 

[purplemoon]

No, the reason I want to die is because my dr nearly killed me and I've been left with brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage. We have assisted suicide legalized here and over 7k people have been euthanized since it became legal around two years ago.
Peace

What country is that? I'd like to move there!!

Here in the USA everyone says things like "no, life is precious", etc
(sure maybe for them, my life is like an invisible prison where I have a treasure a bunch of sharks are constantly trying to capture)...

I would happily give my years to people that WANT to live... we could trade...if only...

 

[purplemoon]

I'm getting pushed closer to the edge by the day, work is slowing down and I'm in full commission sales and drive 150 miles a day and the last few days I've made zero sales. I barely sleep and we are supposed to be in the office at 9-9:30 in the morning on Monday's and Wednesdays and yesterday o just couldn't get out of bed and got there just after 10, I live an hour from the office.
The manager was definitely not impressed that I haven't been showing up on time and I only have one sales lead this morning.

I should probably call it a day and crash my car on the highway at high speed but surviving that would be a nightmare worse than this. The sales lead has another salespersons name scribbled out and then mine put on it, that doesn't look good and definitely the other sales people are getting more than just one lead.

I'm just fucked, ever since my dr and ex-fiancé nearly killed me my life has been just completely butt fucked. I barely have the energy to ctb and wonder if asking my dr for assisted suicide would be a bad decision? She's a shitty dr anyways
Peace/hugs

That sounds like a way too stressful job and maybe your boss is unrealistic? 150 miles driven on an average day? I'm sure anyone would be exhausted after that!

Sales is so much pressure and plus customers are not hand puppets you can control, what of the possibility to try to find a replacement job? I'm

No, the reason I want to die is because my dr nearly killed me and I've been left with brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage. We have assisted suicide legalized here and over 7k people have been euthanized since it became legal around two years ago.
Peace


I meant to include earlier I'm also sad that some dr damaged you like that, I'm sorry you are going through all of that... that's beyond words because of something someone else did, and I hope you find the comfort you need.

 

[Nem]

That sounds like a way too stressful job and maybe your boss is unrealistic? 150 miles driven on an average day? I'm sure anyone would be exhausted after that!

Sales is so much pressure and plus customers are not hand puppets you can control, what of the possibility to try to find a replacement job? I'm

I can barely work as it is, I have no idea how I can even find a new job feeling like this
Peace/hugs

 

[purplemoon]

I can barely work as it is, I have no idea how I can even find a new job feeling like this
Peace/hugs❤

All I can give then is a 10 second video clip that always brings a smile.... it's funny... mainly because she's grooving no matter the environment.

(i've had all kinds of friends in my life, including good Muslims, and they like this too, LOL it's all respectable)

:-) Hope it brings a small smile, even if it's just for a moment... Peace





OK... one more for your difficult day, and anyone else that needs a moment of brief relief from all the stress... another favorite of mine to share with Nem and Everyone else who needs something to laugh at...

 

[purplemoon]

All I can give then is a 10 second video clip that always brings a smile.... it's funny... mainly because she's grooving no matter the environment.

(i've had all kinds of friends in my life, including good Muslims, and they like this too, LOL it's all respectable)

:-) Hope it brings a small smile, even if it's just for a moment... Peace





OK... one more for your difficult day, and anyone else that needs a moment of brief relief from all the stress... another favorite of mine to share with Nem and Everyone else who needs something to laugh at...

I forgot to add that although I believe in God and the afterlife the funny SNL song provides a much needed laugh on the debate anyway!