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grimmtheripper

grimmtheripper

Welcome to the "Diary of the Damned".
May 1, 2022
12
Anybody else have a specific song that they want playing when they finally go?
 
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self.destractive

self.destractive

ick/icks, they/them
Dec 11, 2020
85
 
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GelatinaRouse

GelatinaRouse

Member
Jun 28, 2022
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HopefulButPrepared

HopefulButPrepared

Experienced
Jun 22, 2022
247
song about a suicide, that the lead singer carried out about 10 years after he wrote it...

 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
170
A friend I kind of ghosted since deciding to go posted a cover on a song. Probably that
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,743
As I have mentioned many times before my favourite piece of music is Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. I find it to be quite calming and it would be nice to have in the background when I finally leave this world.
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
351
 
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nosurpries

nosurpries

Member
Jul 3, 2022
97
no surprises radiohead
 
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WaitingAllMyLife

Student
Jul 4, 2022
102
I don't listen to classical music in my day to day life. But I heard the song "Clair de Lune" by Debussy on piano recently and the first thought I had was that it was a beautiful song to die by so now I have that and one other classical song that I find comforting and calming.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
I want to hear something peaceful, calm, quiet, dark but not too dark at the end. So far I have found one song "nothing's gonna hurt you baby" by Cigarette After Sex, while the rest soundtracks might be instrumental or cozy jazz, it will do the nuance gently
 
thetourist

thetourist

Free in the knowledge one day this will end.
Jun 18, 2022
4


This. It's always been this one, for many years now. Kind of glad to see I'm not the only one who wants to integrate music. Hell, I have a whole playlist ready, ending with The Tourist.
 
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Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
My only wish is that I could die in space. If, by some off-chance that I could, I'd listen to this band's full discography, probably starting with this one:



I'd love to drift into the endlessness of space, viewing the moon, stars and Earth. I'd kill myself by taking my helmet off... Sigh.
 
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ooglah

ooglah

Member
Jun 17, 2022
83
I have a history of hallucinating Satie when I'm very stressed, so I'm sure he will be on the playlist.








I will listen to classical piano when I CTB 100%
I would also like my inner voice to be the last thing I hear, not someone else singing lyrics.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
You know this is important I think, Hearing is widely thought to be the last sense to go in the dying process, there's evidence from palliative care, even in unresponsive state
 
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burglarlydante

burglarlydante

Member
Apr 30, 2020
98



these two have a special feeling for me
Waterfall was Yoñlu's last song before his suicide, so is gonna be for me.
 
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LowLevelChimp

LowLevelChimp

Just your average pos
Jul 18, 2022
62
Wild Ones - Crystal Fighters

Happy song that reminds me that I live on the edge of real life but walking a parallel path.
 
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Job Joad

Member
Jul 2, 2022
41
Suicide is painless (The Mash song)

 
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Sunset764

Sunset764

Member
May 27, 2019
44


This song is so special to me, it's been my favourite song for ages.
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386


I want a picture of my love to be the last thing I see, and I want to listen to this as I think about him waiting for me with arms wide open.

"Rocking you to sleep… from the otherside".
 
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FinalDestiny

FinalDestiny

God’s in his heaven. All’s right with the world.
May 30, 2022
28
For me,

Frou Frou - Let Go
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Put me out of my misery
All you suicide kings and you drama queens
Forever after happily, making misery

 
Againstthewind

Againstthewind

Victory
Jul 10, 2022
217


If they aren't playing this at my funeral, I'll be fumin, from another dimension!
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
The art of suicide
Nightgowns and hair
Curls flying every which where
The pain too pure to hide
Bridges of sighs
Meant to conceal lovers' lies
Under the arches of moonlight and sky
Suddenly easy to contemplate why
Why
Why live a life
That's painted with pity and sadness and strife?
Why dream a dream
That's tainted with trouble and less than it seems?
Why bother bothering
Just for a poem or another sad song to sing?
Why live a life?
Why live a life?
The art of suicide
Pretty and clean
Conveys a theatrical scene
"Alas, I'm gone, " she cried
Ankles displayed
Melodramatically laid
Under the arches of moonlight and sky
Suddenly easy to contemplate why
Why
Why live a life
That's painted with pity and sadness and strife?
Why dream a dream
That's tainted with trouble and less than it seems?
Why bother bothering
Just for a poem or another sad song to sing?
Why live a life?
Why live a life?
The art of suicide
Pretty and clean
Conveys a theatrical scene
"Alas, I'm gone, " she cried
Ankles displayed
Melodramatically laid
Under the arches of moonlight and sky
Suddenly easy to contemplate why
Why
Life is not like Gloomy Sunday
With a second ending when the people are disturbed
Well, they should be disturbed
Because there's a story that ought to be heard
Life is not like Gloomy Sunday
With a second ending when the people are disturbed
Well, they should be disturbed
Because there's a lesson that really ought to be learned
The world is full of poets
We don't need any more
The world is full of singers
We don't need any more
The world is full of lovers
We don't need any more

 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
If any of my family, who I haven't spoken to in many years (my choice), insist on a funeral, they can play this for me. My parting gift. Contains swears (if some are sensitive about language).

I will have my music on shuffle, whilst I await death as I inhale CO. Jazz, techno, heavy metal, some pop, some grunge, folk, world, opera, punk, etc. My paternal grandparents were musicians and introduced me to diverse music genres (maybe not techno, punk or heavy metal lol). I love music.

For my family in case they pretend to care and need some pretentious little ceremony to send me off:
 

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