soontobec0rpse
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- May 27, 2023
- 37
It's nearly 1 am and I'm high as fuck so idk how much sense im bouta make
I've been actively suicidal since I was like 10. But the biggest reason makes me feel weird. Like I feel like it's less valid. But in all honesty i just wanna be alone, like if I could disappear and live away from everyone, I would. People make me so upset. I can't stand talking to anyone. I stonewall in literally every conversation. I hate talking to people. I'd rather be alone than dead.. but I think dead is the best alternative. I always seem to stop myself from killing myself.. but I want to. Idk. The weed's making me think more than I need to
I've been actively suicidal since I was like 10. But the biggest reason makes me feel weird. Like I feel like it's less valid. But in all honesty i just wanna be alone, like if I could disappear and live away from everyone, I would. People make me so upset. I can't stand talking to anyone. I stonewall in literally every conversation. I hate talking to people. I'd rather be alone than dead.. but I think dead is the best alternative. I always seem to stop myself from killing myself.. but I want to. Idk. The weed's making me think more than I need to
