harvardreject
Just call me Lili
- Nov 18, 2021
- 27
Hi,
I'm drafting a suicide plan needing proof check, so I hope everyone can please do it for me. I wish to use (& have enough money to afford) N as well as SN should my N order fails. I am currently living in Australia on a STUDENT VISA, not as a permanent resident, so there are major concerns on what they will do to me if I do get caught buying N. Thus, I do get prepared to use Ibuprofen for a quick suicide attempt should my N order goes wrong in any way. I will be renting a PO box because my dorm staff collects package then leaves it in a locker for us to collect, so I'm pretty sure they inspected the package
I'm drafting a suicide plan needing proof check, so I hope everyone can please do it for me. I wish to use (& have enough money to afford) N as well as SN should my N order fails. I am currently living in Australia on a STUDENT VISA, not as a permanent resident, so there are major concerns on what they will do to me if I do get caught buying N. Thus, I do get prepared to use Ibuprofen for a quick suicide attempt should my N order goes wrong in any way. I will be renting a PO box because my dorm staff collects package then leaves it in a locker for us to collect, so I'm pretty sure they inspected the package
- Rent a PO box
- Complete N order
- Purchase amount of Ibuprofen needed (this medication is sold at vending machines on the school campus where I live, so can easily be obtained in large quantities whilst I wait for my N order) AND attend therapy as a decoy to reduce the fine imposed should I get caught ordering N. This decoy therapy may also help me obtain tricyclic antidepressant which is a much better secondary suicide method than the one I'm having to settle with
- Write suicide note (to make sure that only those deserved to be blamed will be blamed. Most people around me are actually really nice; they just don't have enough emotional bandwidth to help me get better so .....)
- Write inheritance note & prepare inheritance details
- Enjoy the rest of my life. I will try to get a new antidepressant prescription as much as possible & make sure that the medication is so potent that it numbs my brain out. I will also use sleeping medications the entire time. These two initiatives will make sure that my SI (survival instinct) doesn't wreak havoc on my plan. I do not wish to delay this; it is more reasonable for me to die than live & I have long known this
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