I'm really torn about what I put in my suicide note and could do with some advice. If I'm honest I'm angry because I feel like part of the reason I want off this planet are reasons out of my control put on me by other people. I found out some horrible things about my dad and I don't know whether I should expose it. I feel if I don't people won't know the full extent of why I chose to ctb and I'll just be labelled as some pathetic mess that couldn't sort his life out. i think I'm just scared that if I'm gone then my father gets to narrate things how he wants which will be to never admit what he's done wrong. I'm considering telling my cousin what I need to. At least then there's one person that will no what I really went through.