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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I know I cant die yet but still of course I think about it. I think im not the only one, who always thinks about suicide and methods.
What I have to choose from is: Hanging, jumping and train decapitation.

Hanging is very common here, the most suicides are committed with hanging.
I dont like hanging, I saw pictures of people and I don't like the look of them, I dont know. And I couldn't hang myself in my apartment, so I had to go in the woods and I could be 'saved'. Overkill? No. Working rate: 6.5/10

Jumping is possible but I don't have high buildings or bridges in my area, I would have to travel like 3h to a tall bridge and I dont like that my body gets spread out on the ground. Overlkill? Yes. Working rate 9.9/10

Last is train decapitation. Sec common suicide method in my country and many say its too dangerous. I can understand that, because many survive and live their life as a vegetable. But besides jumping, its my favorite. Overkill? Yes. Working rate 9/10
 
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SynthPower

Member
Aug 6, 2022
30
I don't like jumping, hanging or decapitation because it is too violent to the body. Don't want anybody to see me like that.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,104
All those methods sound horrible and terrifying to me, it's so tragic how people have to resort to methods like that which are brutal and potentially risky. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to leave this awful world and of course we all deserve the option to exit in a reliable and peaceful way, but I so envy and admire the courage of those who succeeded with those methods. They are now free from everything and they managed to prevent all future torment.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Jumping is scarey at first but once you've jumped you're done, especially if it's higher than a 10 storey, backup method.
 
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No longer suicidal😁

Finally happy again
Nov 23, 2022
52
I considered both CO and hanging. I chose to not go with CO out of fear of harming other family members in the process. I'm now preparing to go with hanging and trying to gather enough information about the method to avoid things going wrong. It's really a shame that we don't have access to peaceful methods.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
When it comnes to hanging, there are two methods reall- partial which seems to work less then 10% of the time, based on posts of several peopel who have tried 15 - 25 times, and full suspension, whch works nearly 100% of the time if done correctly and not interrupted, though it is a terrifying method which seems bound to be severely stressful and for how long is uncertain. Th working rate, based on a series of posts from a train driver here, is more like 70%. He hit 14 people during his career and ten of themj did die, but one was iun the hospital for four days before passing.
 
spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I don't like jumping, hanging or decapitation because it is too violent to the body. Don't want anybody to see me like that.
Hmm yeah, I dont really care about the aftermath for my body. This is actually the only options I have.
Jumping is scarey at first but once you've jumped you're done, especially if it's higher than a 10 storey, backup method.
Yeah, Its not very scary for me, I was always the guy who "just did it" without much thoughts.
When it comnes to hanging, there are two methods reall- partial which seems to work less then 10% of the time, based on posts of several peopel who have tried 15 - 25 times, and full suspension, whch works nearly 100% of the time if done correctly and not interrupted, though it is a terrifying method which seems bound to be severely stressful and for how long is uncertain. Th working rate, based on a series of posts from a train driver here, is more like 70%. He hit 14 people during his career and ten of themj did die, but one was iun the hospital for four days before passing.
Yes, I always hear about failed suicides and its always partial. Thought about full suspension too but I just don't like the thought about dying like that and SI could stop you because you can always "go back". When you jump, you cant go back.
The most survive partial because SI gets in their way and they get outta the noose.
About the train, yes and the most suicides are not very well planned either like they just jump in the railway and get hit and this is even a high rate to die.
 
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