Suicide letters

[Dosentmatter903]

So one thing thats really important for people in our frame of mind is "what should our last words be??"...it's a trip man I've watched YouTube videos about prisoners who are going to be executed and had diffrent reactions to diffrent last words...I didn't ever think that my last words would be so important till about 3 months ago when I started the rough drafts for my suicide letters...now here is where I'm having a hard time...I have diffrent letters for diffrent ppl...my mom is first and fuck is it hard to write I threw like 2 or 3 away because idk how much I should really say...my kids r next , I planed to send all of the letters to my mom and have her give them to my kids once they became adults (why tf should they have to go through that in the prime of their innocence). The last of the notes would go to people closest to me who I feel wronged me...this is the dilema. I want to make a point but at the same time I'm like fuck em why should I waste any time on people I would have given the shirt off my back for but wouldn't do the same for me?...also I feel like I'm just beein a lil bitch by even giving then the time of day...so I guess the question is should there be any letters at all?? I haven't ever been good at communicating and I think this would just be another reason for people to have something to say about me...not that I care but if I'm good to ctb what does it matter right?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I say letters to mom and the kids are fine. But to me, I'd forget about the letters to people who wronged me. As tempting as it is, it just seems like a negative exercise in futility and really keeps you from going out on a "high" note. Just my two cents, though.

 

[ringo99]

The only thing I'm going to leave behind are my last will and testament and a paper containing account info for financial sites.

 

[Dosentmatter903]

So one thing thats really important for people in our frame of mind is "what should our last words be??"...it's a trip man I've watched YouTube videos about prisoners who are going to be executed and had diffrent reactions to diffrent last words...I didn't ever think that my last words would be so important till about 3 months ago when I started the rough drafts for my suicide letters...now here is where I'm having a hard time...I have diffrent letters for diffrent ppl...my mom is first and fuck is it hard to write I threw like 2 or 3 away because idk how much I should really say...my kids r next , I planed to send all of the letters to my mom and have her give them to my kids once they became adults (why tf should they have to go through that in the prime of their innocence). The last of the notes would go to people closest to me who I feel wronged me...this is the dilema. I want to make a point but at the same time I'm like fuck em why should I waste any time on people I would have given the shirt off my back for?...also I feel like I'm just beein a lil bitch by even giving then the time of day...so I guess the question is should there be any letters at all?? I've haven't ever been good at communicating and I think this would just be another reason for people to have something to say about me...not that I care but if I'm good to ctb what does it matter right?

Lady mean by testament?

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, only you can decide if you should leave letters or not, it's completely a personal decision, but I would personally see it as best to just forget about those people, as anyway if someone is close to leaving this world, soon enough everything will become insignificant for them.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Even if I had someone to write to, I wouldn't. There's nothing that needs to be said. That's just my preference, though. On this forum... THESE are my final words and thoughts. After August, there won't be any more posts from me. I'm fine with my final thoughts being on this. At least this site is a (somewhat) free space for my soul to express itself. Other than that, I just want to die.