FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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And this is why it disgusts me how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where suicide isn't seen as a valid choice, because I see suicide as being the way to prevent all futile and unnecessary suffering in an existence there was never a need for in the first place.
In fact to me it only feels rational wishing to die on my own terms to escape from all future harms in a reality that is objectively so hellish, as nobody can deny that existence holds such extreme potential for suffering, simply just existing in this reality where chance so cruelly determines everything is something so harmful.
The truth is that existence causes nothing but harm, I don't see any value in delaying the inevitable just to suffer so senselessly in the process yet nobody who no longer exists can mourn for how they lack the ability to be tormented in this cruel existence, instead they are simply unaware.
I only see ceasing to exist as being ideal as then existence wouldn't be my problem anymore and I wouldn't have to deal with it, instead all will be forgotten about.
So to me suicide is self care rather than the most terrible tragedy that other people like to label it as. Wanting to die to escape from the cruelty and futilty of existing is a perfectly logical response to me, I see suicide as the solution to suffering, and I'd prefer to avoid all suffering in this pointless existence where we are just waiting to die anyway.
In fact to me it only feels rational wishing to die on my own terms to escape from all future harms in a reality that is objectively so hellish, as nobody can deny that existence holds such extreme potential for suffering, simply just existing in this reality where chance so cruelly determines everything is something so harmful.
The truth is that existence causes nothing but harm, I don't see any value in delaying the inevitable just to suffer so senselessly in the process yet nobody who no longer exists can mourn for how they lack the ability to be tormented in this cruel existence, instead they are simply unaware.
I only see ceasing to exist as being ideal as then existence wouldn't be my problem anymore and I wouldn't have to deal with it, instead all will be forgotten about.
So to me suicide is self care rather than the most terrible tragedy that other people like to label it as. Wanting to die to escape from the cruelty and futilty of existing is a perfectly logical response to me, I see suicide as the solution to suffering, and I'd prefer to avoid all suffering in this pointless existence where we are just waiting to die anyway.