finish.me
I need you to feel this
- Jul 14, 2021
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i got drunk yesterday and ive had suicide on the forefront of my mind the past couple weeks, or months,whatever. i wasn't planning on doing it yesterday or even today ive mostly just been on and off the idea of it but yesterday i felt this intense impulsion and, like, i dont think i left my house with the intention of killing myself but i went out to the train station and had this weird feeling of melancholic acceptance. like i was going to do it. I blacked out and woke up on the train about a stop away from my house and when i got back i just cried for like an hour straight lol