New to forum and not a place I thought I'd be tbh. About 10 months ago I began to experience health problems including trouble breathing through my nose, palpitations and dizziness. Breathing got worse and worse and I had a lot of different tests but all came back fine. A CT scan showed that I had some structural problems with my nose but the NHS dismissed it and offered me a nasal spray. I paid privately for surgery but it's failed and I can't breathe. It's leaving me in constant fight or flight mode, shaking with anxiety from it. I have to take pills to cope and to sleep at night.
I don't want to die. I have a beautiful girl who is the most amazing thing in my life but my suffering is so immense and nobody can help me. I feel like the only way is to take my own life. I'm too much of a wimp to do it though as I worry that I'll fail. I also hate that it will more than likely mess my little girl up for life.
I don't want to die. I have a beautiful girl who is the most amazing thing in my life but my suffering is so immense and nobody can help me. I feel like the only way is to take my own life. I'm too much of a wimp to do it though as I worry that I'll fail. I also hate that it will more than likely mess my little girl up for life.
