Suicide feels like the world’s greatest contingency plan, it’s always the last card to draw

[Siamese Believe]

Don't like how this or that is going? Won't matter, gonna kill myself in the end anyways.

Feel like you don't have a desirable future? Eh, gonna end it soon anyways, only the present matters, trying to be as comfortable as possible.

Feel like someone is ruining any of semblance of peace you can have in your last days of life? They'll regret it when they find my cold corpse.

I feel like it gives some sort of twisted power in a way. Because if someone doesn't have anything to lose, but maybe something has happened to keep them here a little bit longer, If they don't get their way, they will just end it sooner since they were gonna do that anyways.

How do you really stop or control someone who really has nothing to lose like that? I feel like you can only win one way or the other.

 

[badatparties]

A lot worse things than death can happen to you, that's why people check out early.

 

[glided~hydrangea]

Don't like how this or that is going? Won't matter, gonna kill myself in the end anyways.

Feel like you don't have a desirable future? Eh, gonna end it soon anyways, only the present matters, trying to be as comfortable as possible.

Feel like someone is ruining any of semblance of peace you can have in your last days of life? They'll regret it when they find my cold corpse.

I feel like it gives some sort of twisted power in a way. Because if someone doesn't have anything to lose, but maybe something has happened to keep them here a little bit longer, If they don't get their way, they will just end it sooner since they were gonna do that anyways.

How do you really stop or control someone who really has nothing to lose like that? I feel like you can only win one way or the other.

This is definitely a really valid take to have. Genuinely my exact logic, although more unconsciously up until now, I suppose . You really put it into more tangible words lmao, it's like literally no matter what happens we always have that sort of "leverage" in our back pockets. I guess if you think about it, it kind of has the propensity to make life… oddly optimistic? At least in a sense . Like no matter what happens ik I'm gonna ctb anyways so might as well do what I can, #yolo