suicide fantasies

[lotus11]

Ok, maybe the questions a little bit weird. But do any of you have any 'suicide fantasies' like what would be a really cool, ideal, or fulfilling way to die? For me, I feel like In my life I have no control, of my genetics, background, society etc. But I think that it would be pretty fulfilling to control your own death.

For example, I think it could be a kind of cool death experience a group suicide, of people who all want control over their own death, in the middle of nature, like a rain forest, with animals sounds around you, the river, the wind a big fire, maybe taking some sort of natural drugs that help connect you to nature and to feel more to hear more. A final enjoyment of lifes pleasures, sex, maybe some food or drink, sharing ideas or prayers....some music playing and stopping...a juxtaposition of sounds eventually leading to silence...and eventually, everyone in the group kills themselves together

Do you guys have any other ideas like this?

 

[Soul]

People here on the forum once discussed a SanSui cruise ship - that would be wonderful! Yours sounds beautiful too, but I'd probably get a rash from something in the grass or be bug-bitten to flinders. Nature does that to me. o.0

Here's another idea I like very much:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/death-via-rube-goldberg-machiene.21138/

Or if organizations like Dignitas would open beautiful resorts where clients could come with their consorts and/or families, enjoy spa treatments, have Farewell Banquets, choose from among various settings for one's Final Dose ... Set up a chain of spas in various countries and Suicide Tourism could really contribute to local economies.

 

[lotus11]

People here on the forum once discussed a SanSui cruise ship - that would be wonderful! Yours sounds beautiful too, but I'd probably get a rash from something in the grass or be bug-bitten to flinders. Nature does that to me. o.0

Here's another idea I like very much:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/death-via-rube-goldberg-machiene.21138/

Or if organizations like Dignitas would open beautiful resorts where clients could come with their consorts and/or families, enjoy spa treatments, have Farewell Banquets, choose from among various settings for one's Final Dose ... Set up a chain of spas in various countries and Suicide Tourism could really contribute to local economies.

haha yeah...actually the reality of the jungle for me would also be being bitten alive by mosquitoes! they love me! maybe the desert.
I'm not sure about suicide tourism....if it got involved with money and marketing it would inevitably somehow become fucked up by our system. Interesting idea though...

 

[BPD Barbie]

I have fantasies of how I want my SN method to go. The way I dream about it is that I get my blanket and pillow, go to my car and drive to a nice place, good view, pretty. Take meto, sleeping pills, wait until I get sleepy. Get all snuggly under my blanket in the front with my seat reclined and my head on the pillow, take the SN and drift off to sleep with my favourite playlist on.

 

[Soul]

haha yeah...actually the reality of the jungle for me would also be being bitten alive by mosquitoes! they love me! maybe the desert.
I'm not sure about suicide tourism....if it got involved with money and marketing it would inevitably somehow become fucked up by our system. Interesting idea though...

Maybe we can get Disney to create a glorious rain forest for us that doesn't include bites and rashes.

I understand your fears about commercializing the assisted-death industry - but now that I say it, isn't that liable to happen sooner or later anyway? And meanwhile a resort or two will fit in nicely with our SanSui cruises. x

 

[Sensei]

Mine's not very imaginative: a massive overdose of pharmaceutical-grade morphine and walking into Morpheus' land of dreams.

 

[Soul]

Mine's not very imaginative: a massive overdose of pharmaceutical-grade morphine and walking into Morpheus' land of dreams.

Ahhhhh: I like that.
Would you like to drift away in a boat while you're at it? or drift down in a hang-glider maybe?

 

[Nuggest]

SkyKing Richard Russell - Escape wage slavery and experience true freedom for the first time, all while witnessing a beautiful sunset. Absolute legend.

 

[Sensei]

Ahhhhh: I like that.
Would you like to drift away in a boat while you're at it? or drift down in a hang-glider maybe?

Hm. I think I'd prefer a sea of silken bed sheets in a magnificent poster bed a hundred meters wide, surrounded by silent palms, whispering fountains, and braziers glowing like amber.

 

[Morphinekiss]

my username should hint at my preferred way to go. I'd love to just lay down in the middle of a forest somewhere, die, and become one with the earth.

 

[1DayItWillBover]

yea all the time. Something about how poetic suicide could be really gets my mind going. Me sprawled out on my bed and my mom calls out to me but i dont answer and she opens up and im gone. It's really depressing that thoughts like that are on my mind but also really calming.

 

[Sideswipe]

I like to think I would be a spirit afterwards so I can still be there for the ones I do give a toss about. The dogs would be able to see me as they have a 6th sense and I could continue being a sarcastic bitch and haunt people

 

[porfin1234]

I have fantasies of how I want my SN method to go. The way I dream about it is that I get my blanket and pillow, go to my car and drive to a nice place, good view, pretty. Take meto, sleeping pills, wait until I get sleepy. Get all snuggly under my blanket in the front with my seat reclined and my head on the pillow, take the SN and drift off to sleep with my favourite playlist on.

sounds amazing

 

[voyager]

Too many, but my favourite is a little outlandish, so bear with me. Basically, I'd like to get shot out into space. I love the solitude and would die for that view. In particular the outer gas giants up close and the earth/sun from a distance. I'd have my music and films, internet and supplies, but these would run out at the outer edge and I'd float through the cosmos for all eternity.

But since I'll never have that amount of money I'm just as good with a gun, a rope, some media, maybe alcohol, somewhere deep in the woods, a mountain ledge, or a deserted island. I'd have my little farewell party for a few days and then one night I'm out.

 

[Nuggest]

Too many, but my favourite is a little outlandish, so bear with me. Basically, I'd like to get shot out into space. I love the solitude and would die for that view. In particular the outer gas giants up close and the earth/sun from a distance. I'd have my music and films, internet and supplies, but these would run out at the outer edge and I'd float through the cosmos for all eternity.

But since I'll never have that amount of money I'm just as good with a gun, a rope, some media, maybe alcohol, somewhere deep in the woods, a mountain ledge, or a deserted island. I'd have my little farewell party for a few days and then one night I'm out.

There is this one scene in First Man, when Neil gets off the landing module and surveys the moon landscape in silence. Then he turns around and just freezes when he sees the earth rise.
That scene and the music hit me so hard that I spent the rest of the day watching space footage with that song in the background and fantasizing about how beautiful it would be, to hear the moon walk tune while watching the earth rise up there in complete solitude and silence before slowly closing my eyes and drifting off.
I couldn't imagine a more peaceful way to die.

 

[voyager]

Love it, thanks for sharing. Feel the same way, and don't mean to get cheesy, but to me that's the problem right there. Having one's desires completely out of reach. A movie which portrays this feeling of solitude and silence really well is Sunshine (2007). Maybe you'd like it. The ambience is beautiful. The Jupiter flight scene in 2001: A Space Odyssey still holds up pretty well, too.

 

[Nuggest]

Love it, thanks for sharing. Feel the same way, and don't mean to get cheesy, but to me that's the problem right there. Having one's desires completely out of reach. A movie which portrays this feeling of solitude and silence really well is Sunshine (2007). Maybe you'd like it. The ambience is beautiful. The Jupiter flight scene in 2001: A Space Odyssey still holds up pretty well, too.

I'm a sucker for dramatic movie scenes, especially the music (I have a huuuge playlist). Love Adagio for D from Sunshine.

I'm no Buddhist, but they are right about "suffering is desire". People struggle so much, every tiny positive thing is acquired with an disproportionate amount of hard work/pain. And yet, the truly good stuff can only be found in dreams and movies, games, etc. The nature of our existence is so pessimistic that it boggles my mind why anyone would be glad about being alive.

Anyway, here's another one: