disgusting-life
I'm so tired I could sleep forever
- Dec 25, 2025
- 8
I'm not sure I'm wording this right but stay with me.
Basically, a contract with terms and clauses for ctb or staying.
I could write as many clauses as I want, identifying specific conditions/situations that worsen the quality of my life (everyone has it different), and if at least one (or 2 or 3 , it's your decision) happens, I ctb.
The same logic for staying, clauses identifying conditions that actually makes being alive worth it (although the chances of that are almost non-existent), then yeah, I stay and the contract becomes void.
I don't know but I think this will help reduce my fear. The decision feels less impulsive and emotional.
Imma try drafting something up to see how it works in practice.
Basically, a contract with terms and clauses for ctb or staying.
I could write as many clauses as I want, identifying specific conditions/situations that worsen the quality of my life (everyone has it different), and if at least one (or 2 or 3 , it's your decision) happens, I ctb.
The same logic for staying, clauses identifying conditions that actually makes being alive worth it (although the chances of that are almost non-existent), then yeah, I stay and the contract becomes void.
I don't know but I think this will help reduce my fear. The decision feels less impulsive and emotional.
Imma try drafting something up to see how it works in practice.
