dragontale14
Sufferer
- Jul 17, 2023
- 41
I am very desperate and have no other way out. I cannot bear to go on for another day. I am thinking about calling the cops pretending to be in distress and running at the cops with a knife in the hopes of being shot and killed. I don't know what else to do. Also, I detest cops and would feel much more comfortable forcing a cop to kill me than jumping in front of a train or something and scarring and innocent train conductor. I'm just worried that the cops might NOT kill me, and I'll end up in jail instead. I know that suicide by cop has worked in the recent past, but idk... it seems very risky.