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whotookmylexapro
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- Jan 19, 2024
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I dont know how common it is for people with OCD to kill themselves but it is literally driving me to insanity. If i dont do my compulsions, I get so depressed and angry. My compulsions are harming me though. Both physically and mentally.
These intrusive thoughts play through my head endlessly. I would say these thoughts take up atleast 90% of my daily thoughts
Im so fucking over this man. This is one of the worst diseases ever. Maybe not as bad as some other mental illnesses but the severity of mine is unbearable. Im running out of room on my body to self harm without it being noticeable. I tend to either scratch, cut, or hit myself so badly to the point of bruising if i am not able to complete my compulsions.
Ive tried a handful of medications with either minimal relief or only temporary relief. Zoloft, Prozac, luvox, buspirone, vraylar, rexulti, latuda, caplyta. It fucking blows to find a medication that actually works only for it to stop working after 3 months.
I am scheduled to try TMS next week. If this doesnt work I will be almost completely out of options outside of ketamine. I desperately need to find a method to kill myself in case this doesn't work
These intrusive thoughts play through my head endlessly. I would say these thoughts take up atleast 90% of my daily thoughts
Im so fucking over this man. This is one of the worst diseases ever. Maybe not as bad as some other mental illnesses but the severity of mine is unbearable. Im running out of room on my body to self harm without it being noticeable. I tend to either scratch, cut, or hit myself so badly to the point of bruising if i am not able to complete my compulsions.
Ive tried a handful of medications with either minimal relief or only temporary relief. Zoloft, Prozac, luvox, buspirone, vraylar, rexulti, latuda, caplyta. It fucking blows to find a medication that actually works only for it to stop working after 3 months.
I am scheduled to try TMS next week. If this doesnt work I will be almost completely out of options outside of ketamine. I desperately need to find a method to kill myself in case this doesn't work