Venting Suicide beacause of social life

[Worth_less]

I am always trying to be atleast somewhat sociable, but It seems impossible to me. When I'm out in a public place, I feel like I'm always getting judged by everyone behind my back. I find it difficult to hold a conversation for a long time, because I get very fatiqued and irritated. This makes me generally avoid people, but confining and distancing myself is only making me more lonely and depressed. I can explain most of my problems with the fact I have Asperger's syndrome, but it doesn't help to know that ASD isn't curable.