does anyone here have any favorite last words that a person has successfully committed suicide said? Do you any favorite suicide videos you watch? If you know you're going to die how do you feel about other people's happiness and beautiful things in this world? I feel I can't be happy and that I'm ugly but I don't want to harm anyone's beauty and sometimes I can do how it's good that that beauty is in the world. I wish I could just disappear or that I never was here but it's just so hard to die.
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Ampsvx123
Student
- Jul 10, 2018
- 128
That was his last post :
- I am not able to sleep tonight! I hate when it happens :(
Leaving no suicide letter, He then hang himself.
I hope he smile and is sleeping well wherever he went.I admire Aurelia Brouwers.
"I'm getting ready for my trip now."
10 or 15 minutes after she took the euthanasia solution she passed peacefully.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
Chinaski
Arthur Scargill appreciator
- Sep 1, 2018
- 3,483
Hunter S Thompson's suicide note read something like "I've lived 67 years, that's 17 more than anyone wants or needs".
Maravillosa
Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
- Sep 7, 2018
- 705
As somebody whose field of research in grad school was 20th-century Brazilian history, I rather admire the end of President Getúlio Vargas' 1954 suicide note/political manifesto, the Carta Testamento:
Each drop of my blood will be an immortal flame in your conscience and will uphold the sacred will to resist. To hatred I reply with pardon, and to those who think they have defeated me, I reply with my victory. I was a slave to the Brazilian people, and today I am freeing myself for eternal life. But this people, whose slave I was, will no longer be slave to anyone. My sacrifice will remain forever in their souls and my blood will be the price of their ransom. I fought against the exploitation of Brazil. I fought against the exploitation of her people. I have fought with my whole heart. Hatred, infamy and slander have not conquered my spirit. I have given you my life. Now I offer you my death. I fear nothing. Serenely I take my first step towards eternity and leave life to enter history.
I also have become a bit obsessed with watching the video of the hanging suicide of Batalibh, the young Syrian woman who ctb in 2012. Every time she begins to exhibit the decortate and decerebrate posturing, I begin to pray for her soul. When she is finally still, I hope that she is at peace in Heaven. I wonder whether when and if I ctb by hanging, I should film it. Of course, a fat middle-aged woman like me is not likely to be the most attractive of dying people -- not like the young and pretty Batalibh. But if the camera were focused on my face (unlike the video of the death of Batalibh, whose facial expressions one can barely see once she begins to hang), then perhaps I might immortalize that pallid and placid countenance that I am hoping to have in death (I hope that my face while dying would not contort unpleasantly): people might also be able to determine when my soul left my body (which might be an interesting field of speculation).
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,548
An actor from the 20s wrote something like "goodbye, I'm bored, hope all of you enjoy this cesspool of a world".
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 484
One of my favourite guitarist wrote this before ctb a few years ago:
It takes bravery. The deepest bullets are not to be feared; phosphorous napalm or nothing to be feared, but to look inward to see that twisted mind that lies beneath the surface of all humans and to say yes I accept you, I even love you because you are a part of me, you are an extension of me…Last edited:
Caustic Cardinals
Enlightened
- Sep 1, 2018
- 1,337
anna
downfall
- Mar 18, 2018
- 441
Barry Horne
He died after going on a hunger strike
PatKat
Meh
- Aug 9, 2018
- 1,038
Do not know their last words, but Robin Williams and Chester Bennington hit really close to home. They just keep coming and I failed this world is unfair.
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 484
Youre gonna carry that weight...Last edited:
Caustic Cardinals
Enlightened
- Sep 1, 2018
- 1,337
Marcus Jannes, it seems he was really chill about this whole thing like yeah, guess I'm gonna ctb now, bye.
https://cutedeadguys.net/threads/9713-21-year-old-man-from-Sweden-hangs-himself-on-webcam
IDK, I just like people who don't over dramatize and have a sense of humor too. Life is a big joke after all.
I watch his suicide video once every few days, it's comforting. All these people here talking about how partial suspension doesn't work and he just did it without any trouble, lol.Similar threads
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