Help Suicidal every day

[Enough is enough]

How long can you actually carry on when u think about wanting to die every single day and it's driving me crazy. I really just want peace now I don't have the motivation to even attempt again and it fail. I'd like to message in here but it takes a while to do doesn't it

 

[BipolarExpat]

Sifting through this site, you'll find some who've been challenged by suicidal thoughts for decades, sadly.

Yeah, it takes a certain number of public posts to have PM permissions. Sorry, not sure how many posts.

 

[Imgonnahangmyself]

How are you thinking of doing it?

 

[Enough is enough]

I'm not really I just think about it everyday and end up just going to sleep and feeling the same every day,I wouldn't still b here if there was an easy way. I'm so desperate now that I keep thinking of jumping off a building but like most people I will pull out at the top

 

[Bulletwbttrflywings]

How long can you actually carry on when u think about wanting to die every single day and it's driving me crazy. I really just want peace now I don't have the motivation to even attempt again and it fail. I'd like to message in here but it takes a while to do doesn't it

Hugs... I think a lot of us on here can relate. Just know you're in a place that has support. Sometimes distractions help, hobbies, reading as much as you can on the site. There's a lot of good info on these walls.

Above all, know that you're not alone.

 

[BipolarExpat]

I'm not really I just think about it everyday and end up just going to sleep and feeling the same every day,I wouldn't still b here if there was an easy way. I'm so desperate now that I keep thinking of jumping off a building but like most people I will pull out at the top

Can very much relate

 

[Enough is enough]

I really can't b here anymore, I've completely just isolated myself from everyone and I don't want to live at all, I just want to go now it's too much

 

[BipolarExpat]

I really can't b here anymore, I've completely just isolated myself from everyone and I don't want to live at all, I just want to go now it's too much

Honestly, we have a lot in common. And there are many others here.

Will it help you to let out some of your reasons?
For example, what started the isolation? Depression-Anxiety?

 

[Ynysmon]

Yep, I can relate with you. I feel like I only exist and not living. I don't get much peace when I'm in bed, it constantly on my mind and if I'm lucky to get a few hours sleep, I dream about it. I constantly feel guilty about being like this and when I look at my family and into their eyes, may heart breaks for them, because I know the affect all this would have on them if I go through with it, and it not fair.

 

[Enough is enough]

depression and anxiety and I just started wanting to b alone cus even in a room full of people I am alone in my head.life is pointless to me and I have to stay here and suffer like this, someone on here tried to make out they were going to help me but then after telling me every day and asking for money they just stopped talking to me! This is my life now looking for ways to end it

Yep, I can relate with you. I feel like I only exist and not living. I don't get much peace when I'm in bed, it constantly on my mind and if I'm lucky to get a few hours sleep, I dream about it. I constantly feel guilty about being like this and when I look at my family and into their eyes, may heart breaks for them, because I know the affect all this would have on them if I go through with it, and it not fair.

Wow u have hit the nail on the head,I'm the same when I look at mine but I can't stay for them I can't carry on this existing it's hell

 

[BipolarExpat]

someone on here tried to make out they were going to help me but then after telling me every day and asking for money they just stopped talking to me!

You mean someone on this site/forum?

 

[Enough is enough]

Yes and they knew how much I need to go, it was awful, they really got my hopes up for weeks on end but they said awful things like I'll wait till ure swinging meat and made out like it wasn't about money but then kept saying every little helped

 

[BipolarExpat]

Sorry to hear that :(

Hope you reported that member.

The mods here seem to be pretty serious about banning offenders.

 

[pleasethistime]

i have suicide obsession for 15 years.

 

[Enough is enough]

To b honest it was all through txt messages

i have suicide obsession for 15 years.

I feel sick at the thought of another day and constantly have headache

 

[BipolarExpat]

i have suicide obsession for 15 years.

That's....quite a long time.

 

[pleasethistime]

To b honest it was all through txt messages

I feel sick at the thought of another day and constantly have headache

same.

 

[Mljonzy]

I feel your pain everyday is unbearable and i thought surely there would be some type of balance but it's all pain.

 

[Enough is enough]

 

[whyidon'tknow]

Been having constant thoughts of killing myself for a month or so. This is a pattern that has continued for 10 years now. I'm just getting so tired and think I have wasted too much time

I don't wanna be here anymore. Earth and humanity are kind of fucked anyway :/

 

[Enough is enough]

Been having constant thoughts of killing myself for a month or so. This is a pattern that has continued for 10 years now. I'm just getting so tired and think I have wasted too much time

I don't wanna be here anymore. Earth and humanity are kind of fucked anyway :/

Exactly

 

[wanttodie]

me to think about wanting to die every single day

 

[Enough is enough]

me to think about wanting to die every single day

People should have the right to die

 

[wanttodie]

agree I should have the right to die it's my life