what is your (or someone you know) worst suicide attempt what method why it failed and what happened after medical problems recovery etc.
Tried to hang. Just got a pressure in my head like my veins and eyeballs were going to explode. Loosened the noose in panic cos it was painful.
Tried to poison with SN. Took my metoclopramide and ranitidine along with a major tranquilliser to knock me out and prepared the solution. Was knocked out before I could drink it. Woke up with a pounding heart wondering what happened and saw now useless solution on my dresser.
No medical problems. Just feeling like a failure for not getting it done.
Tried to poison with SN. Took my metoclopramide and ranitidine along with a major tranquilliser to knock me out and prepared the solution. Was knocked out before I could drink it. Woke up with a pounding heart wondering what happened and saw now useless solution on my dresser.
No medical problems. Just feeling like a failure for not getting it done.
you were lucky most suicide attempts fail and a lot of them leave permanent damage i'm glad you escaped with no lasting effects that's why suicide should be a last resort but when necessary people should choose method carefully
ausboy96
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- Nov 17, 2018
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what tranquilliser did you use?
therhydler
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- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
I ran in front of a speeding truck... yeah I know terrible method but I was desperate... at least the driver knows he didn't kill me and caused only reversible damage. Will not do this again. I was 3 weeks in hospital where my broken spine and leg were operated. Then 2 weeks in a psychiatric hospital. I can now walk with crutches though only short distances. Next time hopefully soon will try hanging
ausboy96
Student
- Nov 17, 2018
- 143
That sounds awful living like that I'm sorry you have to suffer like that :(
Amira
Student
- Nov 15, 2018
- 180
I'm sorry that happend.
Jodes
Enlightened
- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
Jumped off a multi storey building, just broke her legs. you don't want to know. worst part for her bless her is she survives but not without protest
therhydler
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- Dec 7, 2018
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Jodes
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- Nov 23, 2018
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I think I need to go soon
Jodes
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- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
I don't think I'll have the strength to clear up loose ends so why wait
Jodes
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- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
I do feel sorry for the younger ones who feel under more pressure in a lot of ways
John Smith
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- Aug 6, 2018
- 424
did you fail at full suspension hanging or partial?
therhydler
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- Dec 7, 2018
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Full suspension hanging was rough. Compressed my windpipe. Those rasping breaths will haunt me forever. Didn't kick the stool away and managed to abort. Was not good.
SiArc
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- Dec 10, 2018
- 230
When I was 15 I took everything in the medicine cabinet and puked it all up a few hours later. Parents didn't even know.
Two weeks ago Celexa and Adderall with a very strong OTC sleep sedative. Only reason it did not work was because I said good bye to a friend while my breathing was getting very hard and labored and I started to really shake and she called 911. I was comatose. CPR and defibrillator was used. So damn close. They said if they would have been later I would be dead or brain dead. Either works for me.
Two weeks ago Celexa and Adderall with a very strong OTC sleep sedative. Only reason it did not work was because I said good bye to a friend while my breathing was getting very hard and labored and I started to really shake and she called 911. I was comatose. CPR and defibrillator was used. So damn close. They said if they would have been later I would be dead or brain dead. Either works for me.
ausboy96
Student
- Nov 17, 2018
- 143
I'm surprised that worked tbh. I assumed medications like that wouldn't have such a strong effect even when ODing.
SiArc
sassy and sarcastic-y
- Dec 10, 2018
- 230
determination. sleep aid wasn't exactly legal and the amounts I took of everything was at least two months worth of each. I am guessing it was serotonin syndrome that was taking me.
gingerplum
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- Nov 5, 2018
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Damaged my lingual nerve from a failed partial suspention. My tongue is getting better, but it's still tingling like I'm eating Pop Rocks, weeks & weeks later
ausboy96
Student
- Nov 17, 2018
- 143
Oh I thought you said the sleep sedative was OTC? Illegal but OTC?
SiArc
sassy and sarcastic-y
- Dec 10, 2018
- 230
Not legal in America.
SiArc
sassy and sarcastic-y
- Dec 10, 2018
- 230
I really don't know why you are harping on me. Just bored?
ausboy96
Student
- Nov 17, 2018
- 143
No I'm just curious that's all. Kinda wanna know what it is so I can try it myself
gingerplum
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- Nov 5, 2018
- 1,450
I used a belt wedged in a door (closed between the door and the doorframe) and didn't realize the door hadn't fully latched into place. I lost consciousness and my weight pushed the door open.
