Suggestions for relatively low effort reliable methods....

[Rational Suicide]

I'm opening this thread because I need it as a resource to help plan, carry out and complete a suicide attempt reliably and with as little pain and discomfort as possible while avoiding a failure which could lead to major harm short of death and further burdens on my kin. I need a clean escape across the void my friends.

My situation is one of relative urgency. My life circumstances are that bad. I suffer from social isolation and marginalisation while going mental from anxiety and OCD. I may be autistic or possibly schizophrenic. Something major underlies my condition. I don't conform to societies lofty standards in appearance, personality and constitution. It's not good.

Two methods I've thought about that were accessible to me before are:

1) Knife. Something long enough to pop the artery in my neck and pass me out in less than 2 minutes. Would be very painful, possibly require several tries and due to the pain will likely be unsuccessful though could still have consequences that I would want to avoid. This was more an angry thought than a serious intention.

2) Short-fall hanging. I had a scarf for this which was very stretchy and seemed unreliable. It would be used to block the carotid artery if weighted to the right and again pass me out. Of course if it snapped before time I'd possibly survive but with brain damage. Not the plan.

So now I want to discuss ideas on how to ctb in a reliable manner. My dream is a euthanasia clinic in the Netherlands where you can drink an elixir and go to bed and sleep you're way out. Those means are illegal in the UK. Here if you are in my position they want you to suffer. You're supposed to just disappear one night or be found and have everyone act all shocked...

What means can I undertake and score 180 on the first go?

 

[CrushedHopes]

I'd say go with neither and give sodium nitrite a try. Follow the link in my sig and read up. SN is relatively low effort, painless and has a high chance of success if you're not interrupted.

 

[MeltingHeart]

I'm opening this thread because I need it as a resource to help plan, carry out and complete a suicide attempt reliably and with as little pain and discomfort as possible while avoiding a failure which could lead to major harm short of death and further burdens on my kin. I need a clean escape across the void my friends.

My situation is one of relative urgency. My life circumstances are that bad. I suffer from social isolation and marginalisation while going mental from anxiety and OCD. I may be autistic or possibly schizophrenic. Something major underlies my condition. I don't conform to societies lofty standards in appearance, personality and constitution. It's not good.

Two methods I've thought about that were accessible to me before are:

1) Knife. Something long enough to pop the artery in my neck and pass me out in less than 2 minutes. Would be very painful, possibly require several tries and due to the pain will likely be unsuccessful though could still have consequences that I would want to avoid. This was more an angry thought that a serious intention.

2) Short-fall hanging. I had a scarf for this which was very stretchy and seemed unreliable. It would be used to block the carotid artery if weighted to the right and again pass me out. Of course if it snapped before time I'd possibly survive but with brain damage. Not the plan.

So now I want to discuss ideas on how to ctb in a reliable manner. My dream is a euthanasia clinic in the Netherlands where you can drink an elixir and go to bed and sleep you're way out. Those means are illegal in the UK. Here if you are in my position they want you to suffer. You're supposed to just disappear one night or be found and have everyone act all shocked...

What means can I undertake and score 180 on the first go?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/ - here is the list of method megathreads. Things to consider.

 

[CaptainT]

Even though I screwed up my first attempt, I'd also suggest carbon monoxide for a sleepy, painless passing. Easy to get the materials in your local B&Q / Homebase / garden centre for £10-£20. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/disposable-bbq-car-method-co-simplified.25162/

 

[Rational Suicide]

The Sodium Nitrate seems like the best one so far so I'll research more into that. Don't know when I want to go for it, could be as far ahead as after Christmas and New Year but then I'll have to survive through that along with an overbearing father whose going to push me around and abuse me. Being out by November is another possibility if I can recover enough to want to leave the house and go to a store that sells what I need:

SN
Metoclopramide
Tagamet

Can someone post a list of how much of these I need and where in the UK I can buy them? Ideally a single shopping trip?

 

[CrushedHopes]

Stan's thread details the quantity of each of those quite clearly. Please read it first.

 

[MeltingHeart]

The Sodium Nitrate seems like the best one so far so I'll research more into that. Don't know when I want to go for it, could be as far ahead as after Christmas and New Year but then I'll have to survive through that along with an overbearing father whose going to push me around and abuse me. Being out by November is another possibility if I can recover enough to want to leave the house and go to a store that sells what I need:

SN
Metoclopramide
Tagamet

Can someone post a list of how much of these I need and where in the UK I can buy them? Ideally a single shopping trip?

Nitrite with an I not an A ....just in case that wasn't just a typo!

 

[CrushedHopes]

Nitrate won't achieve the desired effect - make sure you get sodium nitrite, with an I, just like MH said.

 

[jgm63]

I'm opening this thread because I need it as a resource to help plan, carry out and complete a suicide attempt reliably and with as little pain and discomfort as possible while avoiding a failure which could lead to major harm short of death and further burdens on my kin. I need a clean escape across the void my friends.

My situation is one of relative urgency. My life circumstances are that bad. I suffer from social isolation and marginalisation while going mental from anxiety and OCD. I may be autistic or possibly schizophrenic. Something major underlies my condition. I don't conform to societies lofty standards in appearance, personality and constitution. It's not good.

Two methods I've thought about that were accessible to me before are:

1) Knife. Something long enough to pop the artery in my neck and pass me out in less than 2 minutes. Would be very painful, possibly require several tries and due to the pain will likely be unsuccessful though could still have consequences that I would want to avoid. This was more an angry thought than a serious intention.

2) Short-fall hanging. I had a scarf for this which was very stretchy and seemed unreliable. It would be used to block the carotid artery if weighted to the right and again pass me out. Of course if it snapped before time I'd possibly survive but with brain damage. Not the plan.

So now I want to discuss ideas on how to ctb in a reliable manner. My dream is a euthanasia clinic in the Netherlands where you can drink an elixir and go to bed and sleep you're way out. Those means are illegal in the UK. Here if you are in my position they want you to suffer. You're supposed to just disappear one night or be found and have everyone act all shocked...

What means can I undertake and score 180 on the first go?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

SN can be found online
Anti-emetic "primperan" (metoclopramide) can also be found online

 

[Kodama]

Jumping
Hanging
If your impulsive enough and you can overcome your SI ...

 

[CrushedHopes]

Jumping
Hanging
If your impulsive enough and you can overcome your SI ...

That's not how SI works. SI will intervene regardless of whether or not you want it to.

 

[CaptainT]

The Sodium Nitrate seems like the best one so far so I'll research more into that. Don't know when I want to go for it, could be as far ahead as after Christmas and New Year but then I'll have to survive through that along with an overbearing father whose going to push me around and abuse me. Being out by November is another possibility if I can recover enough to want to leave the house and go to a store that sells what I need:

SN
Metoclopramide
Tagamet

Can someone post a list of how much of these I need and where in the UK I can buy them? Ideally a single shopping trip?

If you're in the UK you can't get those in a shop. All from online, will take 2-3 weeks to get everything. DM me if you want the places I got them from.

 

[Kodama]

That's not how SI works. SI will intervene regardless of whether or not you want it to.

You'r probably right.
But I guess SI should be stronger with extreme methods than peaceful ones

 

[Rational Suicide]

It's actually a pretty hard business this suicide malarkey, frustratingly so when you really are starting to want it. In the meantime I have to fuck about pretending my hopeless, shit life in a prejudiced, bigoted society is one I want to lead.

If I had easy access to a high drop I'd probably go for it but I'd have trouble finding it round here. Maybe a possibility near one of the places I lived previously....

 

[Rational Suicide]

I've done some research on SN and have ran into a logistical problem. Before last week this method could have been obtainable via post maybe but now I've had to move in with family who could intercept my packages and start asking questions. It'll make everything difficult.

I'm now considering short-fall hanging again though I need something better than a springy scarf. Might be able to grab something round here that'll fit the criteria of a good ligature...

Last option is jumping and I know a place but it'll take a while to get over there.

 

[Shaqxbb]

I've been researching the exit bag. You should be able to get everything you need from your local supermarket (they have Walmart in the UK? Idk.) and brewery supply store (nitrogen). Assembly of the bag looks like about 15 minutes.