i have a child but I'm unable to care for anyone including myself. I have severe brain issues from drugs - dr prescribed and otherwise. I am suffering immensely and have no choice but to go. I wish it was easy and painless. I'm gonna ruin lives but I'm already somewhat of a vegetable and ruining lives as it is. My head is constantly hurting my body feels beaten and battered. I'm tired of suffering all the time!!! Somebody help me please. Just let me go. I wish I could go without everyone knowing what happened. I'm exhausted and very unwell. Enough!!!!!!!! What should I do
Kdawg2018
Still here...
- Nov 10, 2018
- 272
I'm sorry :( you have to suffer so much
but I recommand you visit the doctor really. Maybe also you need to change something in your lifestyle? It has really a great influence on our frame of mind.
*hugs*
but I recommand you visit the doctor really. Maybe also you need to change something in your lifestyle? It has really a great influence on our frame of mind.
*hugs*
Jodes
Enlightened
- Nov 23, 2018
- 1,261
Of course - this is a pro choice forum, you have our support whatever you choose to do. I can't advise of methods myself, but I'm sure someone will. I'm just bumping this thread since it's got a bit lost I think
There are many possibilities, but from your OP it is difficult to know what options are or are not on the table.
Where are you? If you're in the US, firearms may be an option, but that option is very difficult if you're anywhere else in the world.
Are you mobile? If you can drive yourself around, it becomes easier to acquire the supplies for other methods, or to reach a location that will facilitate ctb (jumping), but if you're house-bound, that limits you to a different set of options.
Can you afford N? That's the gold standard of methods, but it isn't cheap. Other methods cost as much as N, others as little as a length of rope.
Looking through the List Of Resources, in the sticky-threads, will give you some idea of what possibilities exist. Once you have a sense of what is or is not acceptible, for whatever reason --cost, availability, personal mores-- then perhaps the community here can help you refine your details.
All that said, I'm so sorry that you're in such a dreadful place. I hope you can find comfort in the community here regardless of whether you decide to end your life or continue to live.
Where are you? If you're in the US, firearms may be an option, but that option is very difficult if you're anywhere else in the world.
Are you mobile? If you can drive yourself around, it becomes easier to acquire the supplies for other methods, or to reach a location that will facilitate ctb (jumping), but if you're house-bound, that limits you to a different set of options.
Can you afford N? That's the gold standard of methods, but it isn't cheap. Other methods cost as much as N, others as little as a length of rope.
Looking through the List Of Resources, in the sticky-threads, will give you some idea of what possibilities exist. Once you have a sense of what is or is not acceptible, for whatever reason --cost, availability, personal mores-- then perhaps the community here can help you refine your details.
All that said, I'm so sorry that you're in such a dreadful place. I hope you can find comfort in the community here regardless of whether you decide to end your life or continue to live.
We need to know more if we're to offer you any advice. What methods have you researched and what are your thoughts about those methods?
Maybe check out Sodium Nitrite. It's easy to obtain from Amazon and there's a Megathread on it. You can read up on it and see what you think. SN would be my second personal choice. Nembutal is far harder and more expensive to get.
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