nottinghams
got the cure! I win, woo!
- Apr 15, 2024
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I'm very comfortable and confident in my ctb, quite relaxed about it...until the day before.
and it makes no sense. it doesn't have a reason as far as I can tell. just some body-block of some kind, like a rigidness. Why is this happening?
I do believe I might be mentally strong enough to put my foot down and force myself to anyway. But in case it does become a big block the next opportunity I have to suicide, what should I do?
and it makes no sense. it doesn't have a reason as far as I can tell. just some body-block of some kind, like a rigidness. Why is this happening?
I do believe I might be mentally strong enough to put my foot down and force myself to anyway. But in case it does become a big block the next opportunity I have to suicide, what should I do?