sucks to realize you have no choice

[Steamm]

No choice but ctb, life lead us this way or perhaps it's just me.

 

[DoNotLet2]

Yeah, unfortunately I'm treated like a scum by basically almost everyone I have any closer connection to. Only one maybe two people on SS are nice to me. Furthermore I have no skills.
And it sucks to me that I have no other options because I'm so young, I should have a life but I don't. There is no solution.

 

[Squiddy]

Yeah, unfortunately I'm treated like a scum by basically almost everyone I have any closer connection to. Only one maybe two people on SS are nice to me. Furthermore I have no skills.
And it sucks to me that I have no other options because I'm so young, I should have a life but I don't. There is no solution.

I'm also afraid I don't have any other options either and I'm also young too.

I'm incompetent when it comes to just about anything and I have a difficult time articulating myself verbally.

 

[selfhater]

same here, ctb isn't an option for me

 

[oxymoron]

No choice but ctb, life lead us this way or perhaps it's just me.

Yeah it's like you study, get a job, work and then suddenly 5 organs in your body stop working. Wtf was all that hard work for then? If I knew this was coming, I'd have never worked so hard, but stayed at home and played with my cats.

 

[FreedomInDeath]

I agree OP wish there was something more to be done. I still have some hope but fear of worsening life is outweighing that.

 

[ZardozOmega]

It does, yes. It's almost as if you were not given a chance.

 

[s1mplem3]

It's definitely not you, it's life.

 

[JuneIsTooBright]

I think it's the dominant societal structure around life. I think there's ways outside it. They are terrifically hard, though, for me. Everyone keeps saying "mindfulness" but... I don't want to hold any of this in mind, not even my breathing.