Cant imagine ordering. Im an addict so my parents randomly go through my shit so they can flush drugs down the toilet for example, or shame me by lining up empty vodka bottles on the top of my drawer, also throwing out things like ropes and scalpels, so if I were, for example, to spend 600 dollars on N and find it it taken away I would be devastated cause thats half of my life savings :') But good luck!