IDK how to vote on this. I got pretty close to passing out. The tunnel vision and pins and needles and body starting to jerk pulls me out of it. Oh, and survival instinct.
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I had a success many years ago, when it was a game only and i was not alone. The blackout came in a few seconds. But when i tried it in real later, i failed always. It is a big irony, i think.
I've experienced the siphon effect before but not in a suicidal situation. I've had a sudden loss of oxygen to the brain and you really do faint that quickly. I didn't realise I'd fainted until I woke up on my friends kitchen floor with him slapping my face. At the time I wasn't suicidal. Now I am and I'm scared shitless of living this crappy existence and scared of not killing myself properly.
I had a success many years ago, when it was a game only and i was not alone. The blackout came in a few seconds. But when i tried it in real later, i failed always. It is a big irony, i think.
I know how you feel. I experienced the siphon effect years ago in a non suicidal situation. Wish I'd made better decisions between then and now as now that I want to die it ain't easy.
My option isn't in the poll so I'm going to comment. I passed out once (but I was a stupid teenager and the rope broke and I woke up on the floor lol fml) and I nearly passed out but stopped another time. After that I was never able to do it again though.
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