Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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im an independent person. "no, i can do it" "no, i dont need help" are things i say regularly, even when i need help. but sometimes i ask for help even when i know i can do it. but its like the information i need is behind a wall. if i was left alone i know id figure it out myself. thats how ive always done stuff, just picking it up and figuring it out as i go. ok a good example. we have this new old dryer that isnt working very well. i was about to message my husband and ask "do you want me to see if the load is dry and shut it off if it is?" why the fuck was i going to ask a stupid stupid question. just go fucking do it yourself. its obvious. youre an adult. just do stuff. its one thing if i was legitimately lost and had no idea what to do but this isnt the case. these are things i should have no problem figuring out myself. of course he would have wanted me to check the laundry, why ask such a stupid stupid question.
or maybe its just an abusive trait where im scared of messing something up so i have to double check everything even the obvious. i think i need to pay more attention to myself over the next few days and figure it out.
or maybe its just an abusive trait where im scared of messing something up so i have to double check everything even the obvious. i think i need to pay more attention to myself over the next few days and figure it out.
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