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Roseate
Arcanist
- Mar 24, 2021
- 467
I can't do anything right. I'm just trying to be comfortable. I try and I try and it feels like I'm just getting nothing in return. It feels like I'm cursed. I can't breathe anymore it hurts so bad to exist and breathe and just be here and no one gets that. No one. I don't get it. I drink to numb the pain and it's not numbed. Why isn't it fucking numb? I'm still young and I feel like I have no future to look forward to. Gosh such a waste of life.