ABadPerson
something's off | internet black goop
- Oct 24, 2025
- 63
I'm in a good university and always tried to keep my grades high out of obligation as well as pure routine, especially as it helped keeping my mind off things, but recently I have been far more unstable than I've used to be.
With no real set CTB date yet I would rather keep those grades up, and the fact I've tied most of my already diminutive self-worth onto it doesn't really help either but I've been so out of it that even doing nothing makes me spiral into a mess.
The anti-depressants haven't been helping either despite being on Sertraline, which was why I was so inclined to be on it originally.
Does anyone have any suggestions? It doesn't matter if one's in education or not, any help will do!

With no real set CTB date yet I would rather keep those grades up, and the fact I've tied most of my already diminutive self-worth onto it doesn't really help either but I've been so out of it that even doing nothing makes me spiral into a mess.
The anti-depressants haven't been helping either despite being on Sertraline, which was why I was so inclined to be on it originally.
Does anyone have any suggestions? It doesn't matter if one's in education or not, any help will do!