Stuck in this life

[girlsboysthems]

Like title said, I feel stuck in this life, sometimes it gets so bad my chest feels tight and my heart feels heavy. I just can't stop obsessing over the fact that I'm still alive and there are no good methods that work 100% of time. I don't want to survive any more attempts, I dont want to disfigure myself from a failed attempt. I have a set date and i cant wait any longer, its getting worser and worser everyday…
Anyone else feeling trapped too?

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly feel trapped here, I despise how suicide is so difficult in this horrible world, the thought of failing a ctb attempt really is so terrifying. It just disgusts me how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option and how humans are expected to be prisoners to this existence until they cease existing anyway. We certainly deserve the option of a straightforward, peaceful way to leave but sadly it's just not the reality, it's undeniable that there's a lack of compassion towards the suffering people go through in this world, as if there was people would be able to exit in peace.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Like title said, I feel stuck in this life, sometimes it gets so bad my chest feels tight and my heart feels heavy. I just can't stop obsessing over the fact that I'm still alive and there are no good methods that work 100% of time. I don't want to survive any more attempts, I dont want to disfigure myself from a failed attempt. I have a set date and i cant wait any longer, its getting worser and worser everyday…
Anyone else feeling trapped too?

Firstly, I feel your pain. I feel stuck as well. I feel forced to keep living in one way or another. I've set a date and cannot wait to go. I'm confident in my method. I share your fear of failure, but I fear not doing it more. I wish you courage, peace, and (if it's what you really want) success in your attempt.