Hey everyone, it's my first time posting on here, after having an account and lurking for a while.
I've started to see no point in continuing my life and I only anticipate more pain and disaster. I'm a fuck up degenerate, indulging constantly in near term pleasure with zero long term ambition. But I also can't muster any courage/will to CTB. I'm stuck in this middle zone with too many thoughts of guilt, shame, and self-pity. Anyone else in the same spot? How does this usually pan out?
I've started to see no point in continuing my life and I only anticipate more pain and disaster. I'm a fuck up degenerate, indulging constantly in near term pleasure with zero long term ambition. But I also can't muster any courage/will to CTB. I'm stuck in this middle zone with too many thoughts of guilt, shame, and self-pity. Anyone else in the same spot? How does this usually pan out?
